So the first quarter of school was easy.
The second quarter just ended, and boy oh BOY was it a struggle. I struggled okay. I struggled because I lazed and procrastinated a lot and that made turning in, even easy assignments, hard. I blew everything off till the last minute.
The quarter's over.
My grades (from what progress book says rn, I don't think ALL the grades are in yet) are soooo average.
PAINFULLY AVERAGE
And it's really dumb because I really could have done better. What bombed most of my shit was just me simply not turning stuff in.
A lot of random assignments that are like "0/10" etc.
I really did slack off so hard.
That and distracting myself with naps and youtube every day when I get home instead of doing some homework.
The punishments from my parents are no joke. If my grades are bad, my phone and Chromebook are gone until the next quarter.
You'd think I'd think about that before slacking? HAHAHA
funny
I just like naps too much.
BUT anyway
Alright,
So I made this chapter for a reason.
I wanna say something crazy.
I feel like I have to be extra in order to be inspired. (?)
This nine weeks we are on the GRIND.
BIG GRIND 3rd quarter.
Goal: ALL A's
WE ARE GETTING A HIGH HONEROLl
I've NEVER had a high honor roll so this should be fun.
Senior year, it's now or never.
And if my Chromebook & phone are taken, (for some reason) that's even better.
BIG GRIND
ANNND not only grade-wise...
>_<
This is hard to say.........
FUCK
ME T-T
IM GOING ON A DIETTTTT (???)
Literal cry....
This is a TRACK GRIND.
I needa cut that bad shittttt. And try a little harder to eat healthier.
Drink healthier
Please wish me luck cuz a soy boy needs it.
Also, im gonna lift after every (at least most) meal(s), get these arms fit.
(not a heavy lift, just 5-pound weights. better than nothing)
TRACK GRIND
ACADEMIC GRIND
Maybe I'll take showers (tf dee you don't take showers 3 times a day tf??) more often as well if I have time...hygiene is good too ig.
But yeah BIG GRINDDDD
LETSSSSSS
GETTTT ITTTTTTnono
Like my coach likes to say,
FOR THE 3rd 9 WEEKS
LETS "KNOCK THESE OUT"!!!
ps. maybe I can somehow stop myself from napping so hard?
My "reading a book" goal's gonna have to wait for rn.