I was trying to sleep and decided to have a little think about my relationship with my gf.
I started from the beginning, how our relationship began. My thoughts were happy.
I thought, 'this isn't so bad to think about, it's nice' and my mind story progressed.
It was like reading a book of our whole relationship. I got emotional when the bad stuff happened and I started to feel resentful again.
I was trying to sleep, so at this point, it was like I was half-dreaming this, or living through it all again.
At the end of my thoughts, I felt very sad.
This story isn't a happy story, it just makes me want to cry.
