Basically. I never leave my room cuz I h8 interaction.
Heart fam but in reality,
Im not fond of being around people for long periods of time, especially peeps I don't know well.
My father, before he left, said, "Get out of ur room and hang downstairs, noones gonna bite you."
nah but the AWKWARDness will.
I feel most comfortable around my pops here, the kids come second, and stepmom comes last.
I've not talked to my stepmom much since coming here, I'm not one to start conversations and apparently, she's not either, so when we're in the same room I feel this really intense feeling like "Im not comfortable, I need to leave." and I just retreat into my room.
It's gotten to the point where I've been skipping meals JUST to avoid awkward interactions.
My bros have noticed as well, always like, "Why don't you ever eat?"
"You only eat when moms not around..."
OOf, I don't h8 her (o.o) I just........................cant................
nowadays I eat 1 or 2 meals a day.(not starvation but portion size is v low so) (mainly breakfast and dinner, but sometimes I oversleep cuz breakfast is at 9 and im a 10 am kinda gal)
Honestly, the only reason im not starving is cuz these children cum and harass us about food 24/7.
good bois, kinda.
my father's been gone for 13 days now I believe...he'll be back next Friday. excite kinda.
The tension is rising in this household without him, Idk how much I can handle.
tho peeps can handle alot more than they think.
