19th Chapter

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"Okay...Yes, it is Harry."

"Let me talk to him," he spoke, his eyes were a darker shade of blue, I could feel his anger seeping from him. I don't even want to know why..

"No. He probably wants to tell me that my mom is home or something," I lied. I'm pretty sure he wants to 'pick me up'.

"Yeah...Okay."

"I gotta go," I said, getting up from his bed and dressing myself. I was still afraid of him, and uncomfortable. I think Colton was going crazy, out of his mind and he's sick for me. .

"No! Yo! You're mine, you have to stay with me and tell me how much you love me. Don't you dare leave," he hissed, anger written all over his face.

Colton wasn't fine. What's happening to him?

"I have to, my parents are probably worried."

"No, no, no! Everyone leaves me, why? No, don't go," he started out by yelling, but it reduced to a soft murmur, cracking a bit. He turned away, as if he had something to hide. A tiny part of me felt bad for him, but I couldn't think that way. He raped me, after all. He's a sick person.

"Colton, I have to..."

"I'll call you. I want to see you everyday Em, I love you and you're mine, only mine. No one can have you but me."

"Bye," I ran away from his house, heading to my car.

And now just like the sky, I was crying.

Tears streamed down my face, this time I would say I was weak but crying wasn't a sign of weakness, It's just a sign of having tried to be strong so much and for too long, it's a sign of having a heart. I'm lonely and I'm not going to cry on Hanna's or Harry's shoulder and tell them what happened. I can't and here I am alone, wiping my tears away from my eyes, I felt like dying, just ending my life, not needing to give a care in the world anymore.

"Dear darlin', please excuse my writing

And I can't stop my hands from shaking..."

My phone rang, Harry's name flashing on the screen, along with a sneaky picture I snapped of him a few weeks ago.

"Hello?" I said, my voice was raspy but I couldn't put it into the normal tone.

"Hey, Em! Can I pick you up? I'm about to get out of home."

"Mhmm, yeah... Meet me at that coffee shop in 10 minutes."

"Okay."

I hung up and drove to the coffee shop. I dried my tears and took a deep breath before going in. Ordering an intense coffee, I leaned back in the chair, immersing myself in my own thoughts, while waiting for Harry..

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"Em..." Harry said taking a seat next to me," how did the babysitting go?"

"Great, why'd ask?"

"Was it really great, did the baby bite you?" he questioned, his eyes were examining my neck and one of his fingers pointed to the small purple stain or should I say the hickey that Colton had gave me. I tried to restrain myself from crying for the thousandth time today, so I laughed.

"Ohh yeah, the baby bit me," we both laughed, his laugh was real, filled with joy, the corners of his eyes crinkling. Mine was as fake as it could ever be.

"Well, let's go home."

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