The Host Guy

35th Chapter

"I love this, Harry. Oh my god, you didn't really need to do this." I said between sobs, growing slightly nervous because no one ever did this kinda of thing to me. This was so beautiful and it was so unbelievable that Harry had set this up for me. 

"Don't start with that again. You deserve everything, even a star and if I could give you one, I would." He said, shyly smiling at me. He slowly leaned in and pressed his lips firmly to mine, just a fast kiss. His kisses are so passionate and so soft, they show me that he really cares for me.

"You know what? I'm hungry! So, show me what's the food." I laughed, interlacing his fingers on mine.

"Sandwiches?" He said, rubbing his fingers on the back of his head. "Sorry, but I didn't know what to do and I thought sandwiches were a good thing."

"Harry," I laughed at him, I don't know why he acts nervous all the time like if he did something wrong. "It doesn't matter, its food, isn't it?"

"Yeah, sorry, I just want things to be perfect between us. I don't want to ruin our relationship."

"Yeah because a sandwich will ruin us, you know. I like food more than I like you." I said being sarcastic, still laughing at his cute nervous way to be and he soon started laughing along.

His laugh was so full of life, so loud, it made me shiver by hearing it but makes me understand that there's a good life after the storm. Instead of getting depressive by his past, he managed to look at life with other eyes and see that he had a life that he wasn't living by being scared and I feel alive when I'm with him, I live, I get to see the beautiful things we have in this world when I'm with him. And some people are not living, some are just existing because living his the rarest thing ever.

"And all I want for Christmas is you," He sang along the background music with the lights making his eyes more bright, he danced too but he wasn't a good dancer, he knew it, he only danced to make me laugh and that's one of the reasons why I fell deeply in love with him, he always wants to see people happy, bursting in laugh, living days like they are our last one. 

"I-I love you so much, Harry." I said, stuttering a bit, in fear he wouldn't say the same. Afraid he would laugh at my face and tell me that he doesn't love me and that I'm a dumb to think he would. Afraid he would go away and don't say a single word. Afraid of his reaction, because after all this was the first time I said this to him. We are dating, I know that but sometimes in movies people dating don't love each other, they are just dating because they want to get laid and do stuff, and I totally trust Harry and his feeling for me but there's always the thought of him not loving me in my head.

Harry shyly smiled at the ground, sometimes he looked at me and blinked a lot as if he didn't know what to say or do with his eyes but then he finally answered. "I love you, Emily. More than you could ever imagine, you're the first person I fell in love with, my first kiss and the only I truly trust. You're my everything and you may not know it or don't believe it but you are and I don't want to ever lose you."

Then he cupped his hands on my face and pressed his lips on mine. As our bodies pressed against each other and I wrapped my arms around his neck, I could feel both of our beating hearts. I loved to feel his lips on mine and his hands on my waist, but I just wanted to scream and say something. I know that this was all wrong, our relationship shouldn't exist but love is love and I couldn't deny my feelings for him. I knew that sometime we would have to stop the kiss, but I didn't want it to. And neither did him but we stopped when we heard the front door opening and the laugh of mom and dad along.

"Hey guys, where are you?" Dad calls from inside.

"Outside!" I shouted the answer, still feeling the butterflies on my belly. Harry did this to me, he made me happy.

"Whooa." Mom said as she put her jacket on and headed to us. "Who did this?"

"Me." Harry responded, with a smile crossing on his face, showing that he was proud of what he did.

"It looks so pretty, but why did you do this?" Mom asked in doubt. I really thought she was thinking that something was going on between us.

"Mhm, I don't know. I felt like doing this."

"You liar. Did you set this up for a girl?"

"Hey, hey, hey. What's going on in here?" Dad came outside, still all dressed up from the meeting he had with clients.

"Harry set this up for a girl." Mom said, approaching dad and putting her head laying on his chest. I always loved their relation, it's such a pure love and they show me everyday that love truly exists and it lasts.

"Ah, that's my boy! So, who is the girl?"

BABES IM SORRY I HAVEN'T UPLOADED IN AGES BUT I HADN'T TIME, I WAS REALLY BUSY WITH SCHOOL! AND I KNOW THIS IS REALLY SHORT
BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME TO WRITE MORE. I NEED TO PRACTICE A SONG BECAUSE IM GOING TO PORTUGAL GOT TALENT  AUDITIONS. ( YOU PROBABLY DIDNT KNOW BUT IM LIVING IN PORTUGAL SINCE IM LIKE 7 YEARS OLD.)

SOO PLEASE WISH ME LUCK AND I LOVE YOU ALL