The Host Guy

39th Chapter

(A.N PLEASE DONT IGNORE THIS NOTE! Before reading this chapter, go read the last one because I had to correct lot of things. I totally forgot they had told i love you in another chapter, so go read the last chapter.!!!!)

"Liam?"

"Hello Em." Liam greeted me on the other side of the call. It was so good to hear his voice right now, almost like a relief.

"Oh hi. Can I go to your house now?" I asked him, nervously waiting for an answer. I needed him, I needed to talk with someone face to face. I needed a hug from somebody that really cares for me.

"At 9pm? Is everything alright?"

"No. Please, let me go." I said being the more serious I could. I was not going to lie about how I felt.

"Oh, Em. I'll be waiting."

"Thank you, Liam."

"No problem. Just come."

"Okay. See ya."

I ended the call and when I was about to take a second look at myself in the mirror I saw I was in my pyjamas.

I changed my clothes. Took a deep breath and thought for myself, why? Why Harry?

Stop Em. Just stop for god's sake.

"Where are you going at these hours?" I heard Harry.

"Excuse me, you're not my dad, so, I guess I don't owe you explanations." I said and then winked at him. I felt stupid and childish for my action but guess what? I don't care.

"Emily!" Harry shouted when I tried to pass by him. He grabbed my arm and put me close to him, for one millimetre that I wasn't kissing him.

"You're hurting me." I warned him, trying to pull away.

"Sorry." He apologized and then took a glance at me again. "Where are you going?"

"To Liam's."

"Oh yeah. So, now he's your new boyfriend? You already replaced me, ahn?"

"Harry! Just stop talking, I don't know if you remember but he is my best friend?"

"Yeah, I know, sorry. But please Em, don't go. We really need to talk." He looked at me with worry and sadness etched on his face. He gently grabbed both of my hands and put them firmly on his chest. He pressed his lips into my neck and slowly started leaving kisses in there. Don't. Why can't I resist him? It feels so right to be with him, I wanted to be here forever, in his arms, feeling his warmth warming me inside out and feeling his touch touching my skin. But no, he can't, he can't do this to me right now.

"Stop!"

"Why?"

"Because I don't want-" I interrupted myself, knowing that what I was about to say was the biggest lie I would say in my whole life. "My parents are downstairs."

"Whatever, Emily." He rolled his eyes.

"Bye. Have a good night."

"Don't you dare doing anything with him." Harry harshly spoke to me. I could see so much anger on his face, and pain? He looked hurt but I wasn't going to guide my feelings for how he looks right now.

"I won't." I stuttered, almost in the verge of crying. "But it's none of your business if I do."

"Don't do that to me, Em."

"I have to go." I said, and this time I left without having a hand grabbing my arm.

He makes me feel confused and lost in my train of thoughts. If he doesn't love me, why does he act like that? But if he does love me, why doesn't he say it?

Is he afraid? Well, I think he doesn't have anything to be afraid of if I also love him. What if he knows about Colton already? Or what if he has a relationship with Abby or Amy or what the hell is her name?

Did he cheat on me? No, he wouldn't do that. Of course not. Or did?

Oh my god. No.

I was shivering but I didn't know if it was from the coldness that was tonight or if it was from my sudden cry that I felt the urge to. Maybe it was because of both things.

Liam's house wasn't too far away from mine. I didn't need to go by car to go there, what was good. I was already here, I could see his yellow house right in front of me. His house made quite a difference in this street, all of the other houses were white but his grandparents wanted their house to be different from the others.

I walked to the front door and waited for someone to open me the door, I didn't wait that long though because Granny Payne opened it right after. "Oh, hello my dear, Em. What brings you here at these hours?"

"I need to talk with Liam." I answered while I gave her a quick hug and entered in their house.

"Li. Emily's here." Granny Payne shouted and soon enough Liam appeared on the hallaway.

"I'll leave you guys alone, well, I would anyways because I really need to go get some sleep. Goodbye dears!"

We both gave her a kiss in the cheeks and she made her way to her bedroom. I liked Liam's grandmother, she's really lovely. When we were toodlers she always made sure we were fine and we use to make cookies with her all the time. Liam and I were inseparable so, she always liked me as well. What I really appreciated, I see her like a third grandmother. Ha ha.

"C'mon, Em. Let's go to my room." He said and I followed him. Oh, I missed coming here.

This house just brings me so many good memories that I'll never forget.

"So, what happened?"

Sorry if this is really short but I didnt have the time to wirte more.. Leave your opinions and stuff on the comments please :/ I LOVE YOU AND CAN I JUST SAY THAT IM NOT READY TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW? I DONT WANT TO AGH

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