gravity ➳ s.m.

fifteen

Becca's P.O.V.

"Well I'm going to take off, you two talk things through" he says yawning and giving Natalie a quick kiss and me a hug.

"Just follow your heart" he whispers in my ear. THIS BOY.

one down a few more to go.

"Sooo..." Natalie says patting an empty spot on the bed. God nothing has changed.

"Tell me everything" she demands.

So that's what I did, I told her everything.

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"I'm so sorry." she pauses searching for words

"I should have been there. I know I'm not a good friend" she says with tears in her eyes. "

"No, you are a great friend, let's just not talk about it" I try to encourage her.

She just nods and we lay down on her bed in silence.

Before I answer she speaks.

"What is my favorite color?" she asks changing the topic.

When we were younger it was magenta, but I swear she said not too long ago it was lime green.

"Okay is it magenta or lime green" I ask, expecting me to be way off.

"Magenta? That was my favorite color when I was like eight years old" she laughs

"It's lime green" she mutters

"And yours is...... black." she says sticking her tongue out. Damn it she knows me to well. We go through a lot of questions.

"Okay where did we first meet?" she asks raising an eyebrow. Good times.

"We were six years old and we met in dance class and you were wearing a really obnoxious outfit.

Black jean shorts and a black and red stripped crop jacket you were trying to strut with your big brown curls bouncing everywhere" I say confidently. She smiles.

"Oh c'mon my mom let pick out my own outfits" she says. I just giggle "And what about you, please you showed up in a tutu"

"Hey we never speak of that!" I giggle giving her a death stare. "I thought you forgot" she whispers under her breath.

"Never" I surprise her by replying confidently. We just mess around for the rest of the night.

***

I hear my phone go off. I check and see Shawn's face. "Who's that?" Natalie asks.

"Shawn, he wants to facetime" I turn and look at her unsure of whether or not to answer, "Well answer it" she commands. I do as told and answer it.

"Hey" he says and his face pops up on the screen. Holy Jesus, he has no shirt on. Only sweatpants. My eyes widen.

THIS BOY

"Jeez stare much" he says catching my look while pulling a Black shirt over his head. Busted. "Sorry" I mumble, shaking it off.

"I was teasing" he says, "Jerk" I say making a face. "What was that?" he asked pretending to be shocked. "You heard me, jerk." I say teasing "I'm going to get you for that" he promises with a smirk. "Where are you anyways?" he asks "Natalie's" I answer.

She then appears behind me jumping on my back. "Huah" I huff in pain, "Hi" she says waving while still on my back.

"Get off!" I shout turning over so she falls off the bed and I almost do to. "So...are you okay"

"Well I'm okay-" I start but get cut off "You won't be now!" Natalie screams pulling me off the bed and onto the hardwood floor.

"Owww" I say in pain holding my stomach. She just laughs. "Natalie my stomach really hurts" I say holding it tighter.

"OH SHIT ARE YOU OKAY!?!?" She panics trying to help me up. "SIKE!" I scream and pull her to the floor. I jump up and run away.

"You're going to pay Thomson" she says and chases me around her room as we slip and fall.

We just lay there laughing. I hear more laughing and I look at Natalie who isn't laughing anymore looking just as confused. I stand up and see my phone lying on the bed.

"Oh god Shawn!?" I shriek running over to my phone. we busted in to laughter once again.

Just then Jack calls Natalie. "Hayyy" she says getting way deep into this conversation.

"Hey Natalie?' I ask, trying to get her attention but she just continues talking to Jack.

"Okay then" I whisper and go into her closet trying to get away from all the noise.

"Where are you?" Shawn asks without a shirt on again what is this boy trying to do to me

"Her closet" I say in an annoyed tone. "You?" I ask, "Home" he sighs. I then remember I had to ask him something.

"Hey Shawn, for those three days where were you?" I ask. He's completely shocked by my question, I can tell, I can also tell he's trying to come up with an excuse.

"Nowhere, don't worry about it" he says with a smile. He has some weird type of charm on me, because just like that, I forget. We ask a bunch of random questions to pass time.

"Career?" I ask without thinking "Duh singing" I say mentally slapping myself in the head. He just shakes his head. What?

"I mean it's my dream, but not a career me and the boys are going to stick together" he says. It breaks my heart thinking about how he won't be living his dream.

I fake smile. Great now I'm a coward for not speaking up. After awhile about talking about random stuff I get out of the closet and lay down on the floor so Natalie can have the bed.

"Shawn can you sing to me?" I basically beg. He shakes his head, and sighs. "Would I ever say no to you" he says, I just smile.

*

"This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me"

He sings, killing me with every word, by then I was out.

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A/N:

Ayeeee how's it going ?

So i haven't updated in the longest time !

Sorry :(

The Next chapter will be SO IMPORTANT !

See you soon !

- xoxoxoxoxo lyssaaaaaaa