gravity ➳ s.m.

twenty-seven

Becca's P.O.V.

It's been a week. A week without my love, a week without my life, a week without Shawn.

But who am I kidding? love is over-rated. I didn't love Shawn and Shawn didn't love me we were just stupid kids.

It was all too fast. I know it's only been a week but I feel as if it's been a lifetime, I've matured. I don't need Shawn or any guy really.

I really just want to start over and go back to the day. Before there was even a Shawn Mendes.

I guess what I'm saying is... I'm over Shawn Mendes.

I glance in my parent's room and see an empty room with a suitcase on the bed. What?

I walk down my stairs and I hear a noise, crying. I peek my head halfway off the steps and I see my mom sitting at the table with her face buried in her hands.

Flashback:

I slowly creep my tiny head off the side of the stairs. I should still be sleeeeeping. I look around for the noise that woke me up and I see my mommy crying. She has been doing this for weeks.

I accidently dropped my teddy and my mom looks up at me. She wipes away her tears and sniffles.

"Mommy are you crying?" I ask and I walk over to her and she pats her lap for me to sit on. "No honey I'm okay" she assures

"Promise me you'll never let a man take control of your life" she tells me and I shake my head with disgust. "Ewwww boys. GROSS" I tell her and she laughs "Yeah that's right"

Flashback Over:

I clear my throat to tell her I'm walking into the room and to pull herself together.

She wipes away her tears and sniffles. I walk to the fridge and pour myself a glass of orange juice and walk back up the stairs.

After I'm finished I straighten my hair and put on light shades of mascara. I change into leggings and a brown jacket. I grab my bag and head back downstairs and I walk to the back door.

"I love you" my mom mutters vulnerably and I stop in my track. My lip quivers. Here we go again. "I love you too" I whisper before closing the door.

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It's like it was just before I ever met Shawn. I walk down the halls with everyone staring at me and whispering.

"dress to empress?" Natalie sneers while looking down at my very non-attractive but very comfortable sweats. I send her a glare.

"No but like seriously, after a break up aren't you supposed to like show up looking hot as fuck, so he can be like god what the frick frack belly whack snack lack kik kack lack jelly pack did I do!?" I break into laughter.

The staring gets more intense and I honestly feel like such a badass right now.

I get put out of my humiliation when the bell rings and everyone squirms in a hurry to get to class, including Nat.

I walk down the hallway not really in a hurry to be anywhere. I see Matt walking with a couple guys.... Nate and Brandon I think it is.

When he sees me he waves to his friends "Catch up with you later" he says and attempts to catch up to me. I look over at him and smirk.

"You should really be getting to class Mrs. Thomson" Matt tells me impersonating every teacher in our school basically.

"Yeah I don't think I'm going to do that...." I trail off. Matt grabs his chest "Well Mrs. Thomson I'm astonished" he says changing his voice

"Skipping class?" he asks and I nod "Well I guess...... I could come with you" he invites himself and I snicker

"Deal" I agree. "Okay but you're going to have to carry me" I tell him. He sighs "Hop on" he says basically bending over in my face.

"that ass tho" I mutter and we both burst into laughter. I jump on his back and he grunts.

"Hey why did you grunt when you picked me up!?" I growl and swat him "I'm playing with you don't hurt me" he weeps

We walk down the hall making jokes along the way.

We turn and matt whispers something to me "Ignore them" at first I had no clue what he was talking about but then something happened. Why does this always happen to me?

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A/N :

This is probably bad bc it's 2:00 a.m. and i got no sleep last night so sorry

so I'm pised bc

people from my school found this

and are probably reading this right now !1!

so hi

and

fuck off

I'll try to update soon

Bye guys

- xoxoxoxo lyssaaaaaaaa