Rising Sun (A twilight fan fiction)

The talk

Bella pov

Its has been 2 months since Nessy and Isaiah have been dating. Jakes is in so much pain, he doesn't eat much he stays up all night watching her sleep. He won't talk about it. He goes on long runs all the time it's like he closing down. Nessy not much better she acts happy in front of everyone but she crys every night. If her friends are not around she stays in her room. She won't talk about it anymore. It makes me crazy if they would only talk to each other everything would be better. That's it I have to just get them talking. "I'm sick of this" I said to Edward. "I know me too" he replied. He may not hear my thoughts but my husband knows me very well. "I know she asked us to stay out of it but I can't anymore, they need to talk" I said getting off his lap. "Jake just got home ask him to take a walk. I will get Nessy to take a walk with me we can meet at the lake" I said looking at him. "Are you sure love" he asked worried. "Yes" I answered. I ran upstairs, I walked to Nessys room. I knocked on her door. "Come in" she called. I walked in ahead was laying in bed drawing in her art book. "Put your shoes on were going on a walk" I said. "Now Mom" she asked looking at me. "Yes now lets go" I answered in I'm not asking voice. She got up put on her shoes and we left the house. I knew she didn't want to go for a walk but she needed to talk to Jake, things were getting out of hand.

"Renessmee I love you and I can't see you in pain anymore. I know I said I would stay out of it but I can't any more" I said as we walked towards the lake. She didn't say anything she just looked at me confused. We got to the lake and then she really looked confused. Jake and Edward walked up. "What is this Mom" she asked looking at me. "This is the time to talk you both need to say how you really feel about each other or I will" I answered looking from her to Jake. "I'm in love with you Ness" Jake blurted out looking at her.

Nessy pov

I been dating Isaiah for the last 2 months I'm not happy at all. I don't care about him like I should. It feels all wrong and I think he knows it Isaiah is always asking about me and Jake. He tells me he feels like I'm not happy with him. I try to make myself happy but nothing works. I act happy in front of everyone but its all fake. I am miserable. I miss Jake so much. I'm trying so hard to get over him everyday but nothing works. Someone knocked on my door. "Come in" I called drawing in my art book. "Put your shoes on were going on a walk" Mom said making me look up. "Now Mom" I asked. I didn't want to go anywhere. "Yes now lets go" she said in her I'm not asking voice. I got up and put on my shoes and we left the house.

We didn't talk as we walked to the lake it's where me and Mom always go together. "Renessmee I love you and I can't see you in pain anymore. I know I said I would stay out of it but I can't any more" she said sounding upset. I was to confused by what she said to reply. I felt bad that I was causing her to get upset. When we got to the lake I saw Dad and Jake walked up to us. "What is this Mom" I asked confused. "This is the time to talk you both need to say how you really feel about each other or I will" Mom answered looking from me to Jake. I knew by her tone she meant it she would tell Jake I was in love with him. "I'm in love with you Ness" Jake said looking me in the eyes. "Your in love with me" I asked confused. He answered "Yes" as he started walking over to me. "I love you so much Ness its killing me. I miss you" he said looking me in the eyes. I couldn't look away from his eyes, he took my hand I could not talk. He loved and missed me to I couldn't believe it. "Ness say something" he said sounding nervous. "You could imprint on someone else as much as I love you and I do love you Jake" I started to explaine looking in his eyes. "I can't end up like Leah or how Mom was when Dad left" I explained.

"Is that the only reason you won't be with me. Do you love me, do you want to be with me" Jake asked looking at me. "Yes but I can't get hurt like that" I answered honestly. "Tell her" Mom said looking at us. "Ness you are my imprint" he said with a huge smile. He hugged and kissed my head. I didn't hug him back tears started to run down my cheeks. "You love me because you imprinted on me" I asked in tears. "Yes" he answered sounding happy. I pulled away from him. "You only love me because I'm your imprint" I snapped. I looked away from Jake over to Mom. "You knew and didn't tell me" I asked mad. "I wanted you to have a choice Renessmee that's why I didn't tell you" Mom answered looking worried. "So are you taking that choice away from me now" I asked confused and angry. "No honey you can decide anything you want, I just want everything out in the open. If I knew the only reason you wouldn't tell Jake how you felt was because you were worried he would leave you, I would have told you baby. Please don't be mad at me honey" Mom explained looking at me.

I knew she was only trying to protect me like always." I'm not mad at you Mom you were right not to tell me" I replied. Jake pulled me into a hug again. "Jake I'm sorry but I can't be with you" I cried pulling away from him. "Why not Ness you love me tion" Jake replied looking confused. "I do love you but you have no choice but to love me" I replied looking up at him. "I fell in love with you for you" I added. "I love you because your you Ness" he said looking down at me. I broke down crying hard sitting down on the grass this was all to much to take. "No you don't" I cried. Mom came over and pulled me up in her arms "Mom don't be mad but I won't be with him I can't" I cried looking up at her. Dad came over to us looking worried. "Daddy please run me home" I asked looking at him. "I'm sorry Jake I can't" I said as dad picked me up. "You only love me because you have to" I explained looking at him. "Please take me home Daddy" I asked looking away from Jake. Jake had tears in his eyes looking at me. "I love you Ness" Jake said looking at me. "Daddy please" I begged.

Dad took off running I cried in his arms the whole way home. "Sweetie he loves you, are you sure you can't work this out with him" Dad asked. "Yes I can't be with him please I don't want to talk about it anymore" I answered. He put me on my feet when we got home. I ran up to my room. I laid on my bed crying. I got what I wanted Jake's love. Only to find out he only loves me because I'm his imprint. I love him because of who he is. He can't say the same thing about me. It might not even be love that he feels for me. I can't be with him. There was a knock at the door "Please just go away" I called. "Ness please talk to me" Jake said walking in. I sat up to look at him. "Jake I can't if you care about me at all, you will leave me alone. I'm sorry" I told him crying. "I love you Ness we can be together" he replied looking hurt. "You only think you love me Jake you never had a choice but to feel that way. I can't be with you please leave" I replied. "I will give you time" he said and walked out my room. I stayed in my room just crying. Mom came and sat down next to me. "Nessy are you okay" she asked. N"o not really Mom he only cares about me because I'm his imprint" I answered honestly. "That's not the only reason he loves you" she replied sounding so sure. "You don't know that Mom and I just can't please you made us talk and I know the truth now but you said it was my choice please respect that choice I made" I cried fed up. "Okay I will" she replied. I got dressed in my pajamas and got in bed. Mom got in with me holding me I cried for hours and she just held me to I fell to sleep.