Rising Sun (A twilight fan fiction)

What now

Nessy pov

I just found out I was pregnant with twins. We would have had 3 babies but Diona killed one of them. I will never forgive myself for letting my baby die. I will always remember my baby that didn't have a chance at life and I will fight for the other 2 little babies that still do. "Carlisle will she be okay" Mom asked. "I don't know I can't see them. I can only hear the heartbeats that's more then what we had when you were pregnant" Grandpa answered. "I'm keeping them. I don't care what any of you have to say these are my babies and I will fight just like Mom did for me" I said. "This is different Renessmee your young and your body has already been through so much" Mom replied. "Your right I'm young and because Diona took me one of my babies dead already, I will fight and my babies will live" I replied getting upset. "Jake will you talk to her" Mom asked.

Out of all my family I thought Mom would understand how much I already loved these babies. She told me she loved me as soon as she thought she was pregnant with me. "Can you all please give us some time" Jake asked. They walked out the room leaving us alone. "Jake I'm having our babies" I said right away. "I love you I can't lose you" Jake replied. "Jacob if you fight against me on keeping my babies I will never forgive you and I could never be with you" I said moving my hands to my stomach. "These are our babies and one was took from us. I need you to understand how much I already love them. Don't make me pick them or you" I said but stopped. I knew what I was about to say was wrong but it's how I feel. "Jake I will pick them over everyone even you, I hope you would do the same they are your babies too" I said and took his hands and put them to my stomach. He didn't say anything. I hope I don't lose him but these are my babies I will die for them. "I love them too Renessmee and we will fight for them together" he said sounding worried. "Thanks Jake I know your worried but I have a good feeling about them" I replied.

He laughed. "What's so funny" I asked. "Your mom said the same thing when she was pregnant with you" he answered. "And look at how great that all turned out" I said laughing. "Babe right now we need to get you better, that's important for the babies to" he said still worried. "I know I'm in a lot of pain I think I'm going to try to sleep" I replied. I put my hands back on my little bump. "Mommy is going to take care of you I love you so much" I told my babies. Jake put one hand on my stomach a few minutes later. "Daddy loves you too but I'm worried about your Mommy, we have to keep her safe so she can have you both safe okay little guys or girls" Jake said then he kiss my belly twice. I didn't say anything I knew he thought I was sleeping.

Bella pov

"Edward what are we going to do" I asked my husband. "Bella love I don't know" Edward said. Great the person who knows everything doesn't know the most important thing I need him to know. "I can't lose her Edward" I said looking at him. "Love if we don't support her and this pregnancy she will run away from us. She told Jake she would never forgive him think about how hurt you were when we all were against you keeping her. She needs your support more than the rest of ours she always count on you for help" Edward replied telling me what I already knew. "I will Edward I'm just scared of losing her" I replied. "Me too but she is just like her mother she is keeping the babies no matter what. I won't make the mistakes I made with you" Edward replied. "Your right" I said taking a deep unneeded breath. Jake walked out of the room looking like a broken man. "Is she okay" I asked. "Yes she is really upset about losing one of the babies she is blaming herself for it. Bells I don't know how to feel in away I'm so happy in another way I'm scared I can't lose her and if I don't support her I lose her anyway what do I do Bells" Jake asked. "I completely understand I feel the same way" I answered. "Carlisle please tell me something" Jake said looking at him. "I can't see the babies but we can hear them that's more then we had with Bella. I don't know how far along she is yet. The only reason I know one baby was lost is because of the blood lost" Carlisle replied. "Will this pregnacy be as fast as mines was" I asked. "I can't be sure, I will need to do more test and we all need to keep a close eye on her" Carlisle answered. "Thanks Carlisle I'm going to go sit with her" I said walking away.