Rising Sun (A twilight fan fiction)

Going home

Nessy pov

Me and Jake spent the day in the hospital with Billy and everyone. Rebecca and Rachel got there at about three. Rebecca was really happy for me and Jake. I'm close with Rachel always have been but Rebecca doesn't live in this state she only comes to La Push once a year. I spend time with her every time she comes she has always been really good to me. Both of them are happy that Billy is coming home with us they will be coming too. Grandma will be happy she loves to have people stay with us. Grandpa Charlie and Grandma Sue have been here for a few hours. It's been nice being around everyone. Grandpa Carlisle has been close the whole day. "I need to get sleep and so do all of you so go home" Billy said looking around at everyone. Grandpa Carlisle told us it was time for Billy medication and we should head out. We all said our byes and left the hospital. "Want to pick up some food and go to the beach" Jake asked. "Yes I would love that" I answered really missing the beach. We got in Grandpa Carlisle's car and went to the diner and got take out. We went to the beach we ate on a blanket. We played around running away from each other for a while it was so much fun.

Jake sat back down on the blanket and I jumped on his lap. "Babe I don't want to wreak our night but we are going home tomorrow and I need to know somethings" he said sounding nervous. "Okay Jake talk to me" I replied having no idea what he wanted to talk about. "I know Isaiah is your boyfriend back home. I can't handle that. If I see him touching you I think I will kill him" he said looking down. I wanted to laugh but didn't he was so cute jealous. "I know you care about him" he added. "Jake he broke up with me" I said looking at him. I thought it was cute that Jake was already jealous. "He did why" he asked sounding surprised. "He knows that I love you. He said that he cares about me but knows I only look at him as a friend. He sees the way I am around you he always has. He has always asked what was up with us. We are just good friends now. I'm your completely. Your my only boyfriend" I explained smiling at the end. "Was he mad. He didn't yell at you did he" Jake asked worried. "No he was great about it let me show you please" I answered. He shook his head yes. I showed him the break up first then all the times Isaiah has asked me about him. I showed him all the talks with Mom about him. I showed him that I was his then he kissed me. "I'm sorry he got hurt but I will never be sorry that you love me and want to be with me" he said after he broke the kiss. "Me too, I belong to you always have" I replied with a smile. "No you don't belong to me Ness but we do belong together babe" he said melting my heart. "Yes we do" I replied happily. "Babe when we get home and go back to school it's going to be hard for me not to show how I feel around everyone" he said sounding worried again. "Then don't we are together and if someone doesn't like it then they can kick rocks" I replied meaning it. "Kick rocks" he repeated. "Sierra says it a lot" I explained. He laughed.

"Do you think your friends will be okay with us" he asked. "I think they are true friends and they will be happy because you make me happy. If not then they have to go because your my forever and that means the most to me" I explained honestly. "I don't want you giving up people you care about for me" he replied looking sad. "Jake there not my family or you. I can't live without my family or you but at some point I will lose them anyway. We are forever Jake our family is forever that's all I really need to be happy. I love my friends and it will hurt but I'm strong and you will help me get through it just like everything else in life. We are a team now" I explained but I hoped my friends wouldn't be upset. "Your sexy when your being smart" he said smiling at me. "I'm sexy" I asked confused Jake has never called me sexy nobody has. "Your sexy as hell, your beautiful no your gorgeous and hott babe" he answered kissing me. "Thank you" I said smiling for the first time in my life I felt sexy. "Anytime" he replied smiling. "Jake I never did anything with Isaiah I didn't even really kiss him. It was just pecks. Your my first real kiss I just want you to know that" I said looking at him. "I will be your last and that's what matters most" he replied. "Will you always love me like this" I asked loving the the way he made me feel. "Yes we may have some ups and downs but I promise I will always make sure you know everyday that I love you. I will work to keep your love everyday" he answered. "I will always love you and I will work on keeping your love too" I replied. "Come on babe let's get in the house and ready for bed we can watch a movie or something" he said picking me up and walking to the house carrying me. "I'm sorry for being jealous of Isaiah" he said. "I would die if it was the other way around. I hate when girls at school even talk about how hott you are. I want to kill them all. When we get back to school I'll be letting them all know your mine" I replied honestly.

He laughed. "What's funny" I asked. "Your just to cute and have nothing to worry about by the way" he answered. We got to the house. "Shower,movie and bed" he said opening the front door. "Sounds good to me" I replied as he put me on my feet. I walked to the bathroom and started the shower I got undressed. I know he may not like this but I want him in the shower with me. Jake I called. He walked in the bathroom. "Yeah Babe" he asked then he noticed I had nothing on his mouth dropped he just looked at me. "Will you take one with me" I asked smiling at him. "Ness I don't think that's a good idea" he asked surprising me. "Why not" I asked covering up with a towel. "You don't look at me this way do you" I asked hurt. "Babe are you crazy look at you. You are so sexy I look at you in that way believe me" he answered trying not to look at me. "Then why not" I asked confused. "Because I want to take things slow babe we have forever I don't want to mess this up" he answered. "Jake I'm not saying sex I just want to shower to be close to you in every way. I don't want to hide or not show you all of me. I don't want to mess this up either" I said more hurt. "It's fine" I added and got in the shower. I heard the door close. I don't know why but it hurt my boyfriend doesn't look at me in a sexual or sensual way. Why would he I'm in the shower crying like a baby. I felt his hand around my waist moving up my stomach. "Renessmee your sexy, your beautiful your body is amazing I want you in every way" he told me. He turned me around to face him. "Do you hear me why are you crying babe" he asked looking down at me. I felt so stupid. "Because I'm a idiot" I answered wiping my cheeks. "No your not your a woman and I hurt your feelings. I'm sorry babe" he replied. "It's not your fault it's me I was being to sensitive I don't want you to look at me like a kid" I explained honestly. He hugged me. "Babe your not a kid I know that and believe me I see that too" he said hugging me. "Good so will you wash my hair" I asked with a smile. "I can try" he answered smiling. He didn't do very good he got soap everywhere but he was cute doing it. He washed my body and I washed his it was nice. We got out the shower he gave me one of his shirts we got in bed and we watched a movie with me in his arm.

Jake pov

I can't believe I hurt Ness feeling I didn't mean to. I would never I just didn't want to mess things up. I can't lose her ever. I loved our showers the one last night and the one we had this morning. It's crazy that she would think that I'm not attracted to her. My baby is sexy and so much more. I have never seen a girl as beautiful as her not human or vampire she is in a league of her own. Bells comes next she is beautiful always has been and they are both just as beautiful on the inside. Me and Edward are the luckiest man in the world to have them in our life. "Yes we are" Edward said walking out the house. "I hate when you do that" I said looking at him. "What are you right about" Bells asked getting in the car. "Jake was thinking how no one is more beautiful inside or out as you and Nessy and that he and I are lucky to have you" Edward answered. "Thanks Jake your sweet" Bells said with a shy smile. If she could blush she would be so red. Dad came out the hospital in a hospital bed they put him in the ambulance. "I will see you at Carlisles home son" Dad said with a smile. "Okay Dad I will be following the ambulance" I replied. Ness kissed Carlisle and Billy. "See you at home" she said smiling at them. They said Bye to her. We all got in the cars we were driving and followed behind the ambulance. "I can't wait to get home" Ness said laying back in the front seat holding my free hand. "I know me too babe" I replied. "I miss everyone" she said looking out the window. "I do too" I replied honestly. It took over 2 hours to get home. Esme made up the room down stairs it was really nice it had everything a hospital would but it was homie. She put him down stairs so he could spend time in the living room with the family he will like that. The 2 men helped Carlisle get Dad in and settled in his bedroom before leaving. Esme showed my sisters to their bedrooms they loved them. Me and Ness sat on the couch talking to Jasper, Alice,Emmett and Rose they were all happy that we were a couple. Me and Rose still do some name calling but we love each other not that we would ever tell anybody that. Edward laughed. "I hate it when you do that" I said looking at him. "I know" he replied with a smile. Esme came in she sat down on the couch. Ness walked over to her and sat next to her. "I missed you Grandma" Ness said. "I missed you too my dear" She replied and pulled Ness on her lap hugging her. Ness makes everyone so happy they hate that she is growing up so she lets them all baby her. "Renessmee you and the others have to go back to school. I know you will be to worried about Billy so you can stay home the next couple days but Monday your all going back" Esme told us.

Ness looked at me I nodded my head yes. "Okay Grandma Monday it is" Ness said with a smile. "Jake I will be with Billy you must not worry. We will have a nurse here when Carlisle goes back to work" Esme told me. "Thank you" I replied so grateful. "It's not a problem your part of this family" Esme replied. "You really mean don't you, you think of me like family" I asked. "Jacob I don't think I know and you should too Sweetie" Esme answered with her loving smile. Esme has become like a mother to me I guess I just never thought she felt the same. "I do " I replied meaning it. This was my family too.