Rising Sun (A twilight fan fiction)

Kissed

Jake pov

I followed Ness to the dance. She don't know about it. I know if she found out she would kill me. They pulled up Ness got out with her boyfriend. Her friends got out of the limo behind them. They all looked happy everyone but Ness. She looked distracted or like she was waiting for someone. They went in the dance. I walked in afterwards making sure she wouldn't see me. She danced with Isaiah most of the night. The whole time she was there it was like she was still waiting for someone. It made me worried about her. I didn't understand why is she acting funny. They left the dance when it ended they all got back in the limo. Ness girlfriends have been staying at the house on the weekends. I followed them back to the house. I walked up to the house when I saw the limo pull off. I didn't want to see them say bye to each other. I walked from behind a tree just as Isaiah bent down and kissed Nessy. I felt my body shaking my heart was completely destroyed. I felt my knees buckle from under me. She looked at me pulling away and went in the house with a worried look on her face. I don't know when Bells, Edward and the rest of them came out. I heard Bells telling me to breathe. I didn't want to I wanted to die right here right now she kissed him they are a real couple. I want to die right now. "Stop thinking like that" Edward told me. I could not stop crying. I heard Ness before she jump into my arms crying "Jacob are you okay" Ness asked over and over again crying and hugging me so tight. I just held her she was in my arms were she belongs forever. I felt her tears. It took every thing I was made of to push her away. "I am fine" I lied wiping my cheeks. "Just fell off my bike my chest hurts I am fine" I went on saying. It was the truth my heart is broken. "Go back to your friends Ness I am fine just getting helped to bed" I said looking at her. Bella pulled her to the back door. I whispered "Good night my sweet Ness" fighting back more tears as I looked at her. I heard her crying loud like she was in pain too. I started get up worried about her I needed to know if she got hurt and why was she still crying. "Because your hurt Jacob" Edward answered me. She is just like Bella, when Edward went to be killed by Aro. She was hurt by him yet had to go save him even if she could have been killed herself. Nessy isn't doing anything like that but she did only hugged me because I was hurt.

I knew that when she was hugging me. That's why it was so hard to let go she may never hug me again. Right now she just feels bad for me. She has a good heart just like her mother. She will go back to not liking me tomorrow when she see no cuts or bruises on me. I will lose her all over again and it will hurt just as much. I know why she hugged me but I don't understand why she is still upset. I am not around her anymore. I just can't allow myself to think we will go back to being friends. For tonight she was my friend for a moment but that ended when she walked away. I went to my bedroom and laid in bed thinking about Ness being kissed I couldn't get it out my mind.

"I am going to get some sleep" I told Bells she has been in my room just setting with me. "Okay Good night Jake" she said and kissed me on the cheek.

Nessy pov

Last night was hard after my friends went to sleep I went back to the big house. Mom said Jake was sleep I went to his room he was in his bed with his back to the door sleeping. I sat on the floor watching him sleep. I must have fell to sleep because I woke up in my bed in my house with my friends. My phone woke us all up it was Mom telling us to get ready for our girls day out. We got up and got ready when we were done we went over to the big house. Grandma had our breakfasts on the table when we sat down to eat. I was still worried about Jake I hope he is okay. That's when he walked in the kitchen. "Good morning" Jake said looking at Grandma. Grandma gave him a plate he thanked her and sat in the living room. He didn't look or speak to me. It hurt so bad not being around him. But I know I'm doing what's best for me. We ate our breakfasts then Mom came in asking if we are ready to go. We all got up and walked in the living room.