Rising Sun (A twilight fan fiction)

It needs to stop

Bella pov

Edward was rocking me in his arms and singing to me. "Edward do you think Nessy will forgive Jake" I asked honestly unsure. "It's not really the forgiving him that she is having trouble with. I think she already forgave him. It's the almost seeing Jake being killed trying to keep her safe that's the problem she thinks if she pushes Jake away it will keep him safe" Edward explained. "Is that what she thinks" I asked already knowing the answer. "Yes she was talking to Sierra and Nyla about it last night" he answered. "But even if they do break up Jake will still always try to keep her and the babies safe" I replied. "I know that love but she thinks he will move on one day and stop caring for her so much" he explained. "Jake will never move on and she won't ether they will both be alone for the rest of their lives. This needs to stop it's not good for the babies or them" I replied looking at Edward. "I know love" he agreed.

I laid on Edward's chest thinking about what I just learned. "She is just like you. You did the something to me. It won't work any better for them then it did for us" I said looking up at Edward. "I know that but she is thinking the same way I was when I left you" Edward replied. "I just want them happy like we are" I replied. "Mom and Dad" Nessy called to us. I got up and ran to the door. "What's up honey" I asked. "Do you know where Chance is. I didn't get to see him last night he was sleeping when we got here" Nessy asked. "He went for a walk with Rose and Emmett" I answered. "I miss my little guy I was going to take him swimming with us at the beach. It's the babies first time the girls didn't take them. Do you want to go with us" she asked. "Sure we will love to" I answered. I was going to use this time to try to talk to Nessy about Jake and I missed my grandbabies like crazy.

"Are the babies ready" I asked. "Yes Jake has them at the beach waiting for us" Nessy answered. "Alright let's go" I replied. We ran to the beach. "Good morning" I greeted Jake. "Good morning Bells you ready to go swimming with the worlds cutest babies" Jake asked. "I sure am" I answered. I kissed each of the babies. "Let's go in" Edward suggested. Nessy picked up Isaie and Eb. Jake picked up Jc and we walked in the water. I took Eb from Nessy. Edward was taking pictures of us playing in the water with the babies. I could see how hard it was for Nessy and Jake to stay away from each other. The babies were only in the water for about a hour. Edward and Nessy stayed in the water now that she is not pregnant she can go back to holding her breath for alone time. She loves the water that's were the babies get it from. The babies were getting hungry and tired 2 hours after we got to the beach. "Ness I'm going to take the babies home they are getting sleepy" Jake called. "I will go with you" Nessy replied. I didn't get to talk to Nessy but I had fun on the beach with them.

We walked them home I helped Nessy bath the babies when Jake got their bottles and clothes ready for them. I helped get them dressed and feed them. They fell to sleep right after we feed them. "We are going to go home. I'm going to get dressed and cook dinner" I said getting home. "Okay thanks for spending the morning with us" Nessy replied. "It was great we had fun" I replied walking out with my husband.

Me and Edward went back to our house and went to our bedroom. I started the shower and walked back in our bedroom. "Are you going to get in the shower with me" I asked. Edward walked over to me and kissed me. "I will love too" he answered taking off my bikini. I pushed down his swimming trunks. He picked me up and kissed down my chest. He got in the shower and held me against the wall kissing and sucking on me. "I want you" I said. "You have me always love" he replied.

Jake's pov

Bella came over with dinner around 7 at night, we all ate and joked around together. Ness is still mad at me. I'm getting the feeling it's more then just me locking her in the basement I think she is mad at me for other reason too. I just don't know what yet. "Hey after the babies go to sleep the 6 of us should go to the waterfall" Sierra suggested. "I'm not leaving the babies alone" Ness replied. "I know that but we can ask Mom and Dad to stay here when we go" Sierra replied. "We can watch them" Edward said from the other room. "I don't know" Ness replied. "Come on Ree it will be fun please" Nyla begged. "Fine I will go" Ness replied rolling her eyes. " Jake are you in "Collin asked. "I can stay with the babies when you go Ness" I answered. "They will be fine with Mom and Dad if you want to come you should" Ness replied. "Is it going to make you uncomfortable" I asked looking at her. "Jake I have never been uncomfortable around you" she answered. "Okay I will come too then" I replied.

Bella came in the dining room. "The babies are hungry and rubbing their eyes" Bells said looking from Ness to me. I got up and went to make bottles. "We already put them in their pajamas" Bella told us. "Thanks Mom we will feed them and put them to sleep" Ness said walking out of the dining room. I went to the living room when I was done making bottles. We carried the babies up to their bedroom and feed and put them to sleep. Ness walked out the babies room when we were done. I made sure the baby monitor was on. I walked into our bedroom to put on my swim trunks. When I walked in Ness had nothing at all on. I wanted to pull her into my arms and kiss her but all I did was turn around. "Jake you have seen me without clothes before" Ness said sounding like she wanted to laugh. "I know but that was when you wanted to be with me" I replied. "I will just go to the bathroom" she replied. I took out my trunks and put them on. Ness walked out of the bathroom with 2 big towels in her arms. "I got you a towel too"she said. "Thanks babe I'm sorry, thanks Ness" I thanked her. "Your welcome" she said.

We walked out the bedroom and went down to the living room. Brady Collin and the girls were waiting for us. "The babies are sleeping and I have my phone call if you need us" Ness said looking at Bella. "Have fun we will be fine" Bella replied. Collin and Brady carried the girls to the waterfall. Sierra got in the water at the bottom of the waterfall she is almost 4 months pregnant she can't jump from the top. We were at the top Brady jumped off first. Nyla got on Collin's back. "Ree get on Jake's back so we can jump together" Nyla suggested. I looked over to Ness. "It's fine with me if you want too" I said. "I guess it will be fine "she said then got on my back. It felt so good having her touch me even if it was only for just the jump. "Are you ready" I asked. She put her arms around my neck. It felt so right having her holding on to me. "I'm ready" Ness answered. "Here we come" Collin yelled. Then we jumped in together Ness didn't let go when we hit the water. I pushed us up to the top of the water. She still didn't let go.

I swam to the other side of the waterfall with her on my back still. It was a cave with rocks and water it was really cool. "It's beautiful on this side of the waterfall" Ness said. "Yeah it's a little cave" I agreed. She got off my back and went under water she came back up by a rock. She looked over at me. "I miss you babe" I said looking at her. "I know I miss you too Jake" Ness replied looking at me. "I know I messed us up and you have every right to hate me but this is killing me" I replied. "I don't hate you Jake I could never hate you. I love you so much" she replied. "Can we fix this please" I begged. She had tears running down her cheeks. I went over to her and wiped away her tears. "I don't think we can fix what's wrong with us" Ness answered. "But I need you I can't live without you Ness" I said. I could feel the tears on my cheeks. Ness wiped them away. "Jake I'm not good for you. This is killing me too but I can't help how I feel' she said crying. "I love you please try to forgive me Ness you and the babies are my life please" I begged. She cried more. "Jake I can't as much as I want to I can't. You just need to move on Jake find someone else" she replied. "I will never be with anyone else it's you or I'm alone forever. You will always be it for me" I said. "No Jake I want you to be happy"she replied. "Then take me back" I replied. "I can't" she cried.

I could see she loved me still or maybe I just wanted to see that. "You told me time after time you would never leave me, you promised me Ness and now you are" I said looking at her. She cried harder "I know I did and I'm sorry for breaking that promise to you but I have to" she cried. "No Ness your giving up on us your not even fighting for us" I snapped. "I'm doing what I think is right" she replied. "Right for who me the babies you who is this right for. You told me you still love me. Why can't you try to forgive me then. Why won't you try to save our family "I asked. She just cried. "Do you know how much this hurts. I'm literally having chest pain it feels like your ripping out my heart and it's only getting worse" I said looking at her. "It hurts me too I love you I can't stand this. All I want to do is kiss you and go back to the way things were. This is killing me too Jake" she cried.

I pulled her into my arms and kissed her. She kissed me back hard and with passion but then she broke the kiss. "I'm sorry Jake but I can't do this" she said still crying. "You can but you don't want to" I replied. "You don't understand how I feel. I love you always will but we can't be together anymore" she replied. "Are you going to divorce me. Do you want me to move out of our house, Renessmee is that what you want" I asked. She didn't say anything. "Ness answer me is that what's going to happen when we get home" I asked. "I think that's the only way Jake" she cried. "The only way to what Ness" I snapped at her. She didn't say anything. "What's really going on Ness talk to me please I'm still your husband and the father to your kids" I said. "I'm sorry Jake" she said and started to swim away from me. "Ness I'm begging you to please make us work again" I said watching her swim away. "I can't anymore something broke inside of me and it can't be fixed"she replied leaving me alone in the cave.