Rising Sun (A twilight fan fiction)

Getting the babies

Nessy's pov

I can't wait to hold my babies in my arms now that everything is over with Jules. I'm so upset with Jake I know he was only trying to protect me and I should forgive him like I did Mom and Dad but I can't. Mom came over and put her arm around me. "We are almost there" Mom said. "I can't wait to hold my babies in my arms" I replied. "I know I miss them too" she replied. I laid back on the side of the boat and looked at the stars and the moon. The last time we came to Isabella island was for me and Jake's honeymoon and now we are not even talking. I looked over at Jake he was already looking at me. I turned my head back to the stars.

My cellphone started to ring it was Sierre. "Hello" I said answering it. "Hey Brady told me he hears a boat coming" Sierra answered. "Yeah I know it's just the people who clean the house. Are the babies awake" I asked. "Yes they are up still" she answered. "Good I'm going to call you back in 10 minutes keep them up" I replied. "Okay Ree I will bye" she replied ending the call. I put my phone away and walked over to Jake. "That was Sierra the guys hear the boats coming. The babies are still up I asked her to keep them awake for us" I explained. "That's good I can't wait to get them in my arms I miss them so much" Jake replied. "Me too" I said. I smiled at Jake and walked to the back of the boat.

We got to the island a few minutes later. I jumped off the boat and ran to Sierra's house. Brady and Collin were on the steps. I put my fingers on my lips telling them to be quite. They shook their heads smiling big at me. Jake was right behind me. We both walked in the house the babies were in their swings. "Mamma, Daddy" Isaie said shocking me. I ran to her and picked her up, Jake picked up the Jc and Eb. I kissed the 3 of them over and over. "Did you just talk" Sierra asked coming in the living room with 3 bottles in her hands. She looked at me and dropped the bottles and ran over to me and hugged me then Jake.

I sat on the couch with Jake and the babies. "Did you say Mamma and Daddy" I asked Isaie. She put her hand to my cheek. I missed you and Daddy Isaie said without words. "We missed you too" I said. I kissed her and the boys again. Jake took her and gave me the boys. Sierra gave us the bottles, we feed them without talking to each other. Mom and the family came in. "Can I please hold them" Mom asked after they were done eating. "Yes I'm going to go get their stuff ready to take them to our place" I answered handing her Eb. I got up and gave Jc to Grandpa. "Sierra can you help me get their stuff together" I asked. She got up and walked up the stairs with me. "I love your house" I said making conversation. "Me too Mom is great" Sierra replied. "Ree is that you" Nyla said coming out of a room with wet hair. She ran over and hugged me.

We walked in the room were she had the babies sleeping. "How are things with Jake" Sierra asked. I already told them what happen on the phone. "The same" I answered. "Why can't you move pass this. He did it because he loves you" Sierra asked. "I know he was scared but I can't be with someone who treats me like a kid" I answered. "Come on Brady cuts my meat when we eat. Dad rocks Mom like a baby Aunt Rose treats Uncle Emmett like a 5 year old. Aunt Alice keeps Uncle Jasper in line around humans. Grandpa and Grandma treats us all like kids it's just how people show they care. Yes Jake, Mom and Dad crossed a line but they did it out of love and you forgave Mom and Dad. Why not Jake" Sierra asked. "I don't know I'm just so mad and hurt" I answered. "Ree you love him just forgive him" Nyla replied. "I do love him with all my heart and when we were on the couch with the babies it felt good but I'm still so angry" I replied. "I think you should stop lying there is more to it then you being mad you been mad at him before and got over it. What's really going on and don't lie to me" Sierra asked knowing me.

I knew there was no point in lying to them or myself anymore. "When I got out the basement I found a letter from Jake he was saying bye to me and the babies. When I got to the fight Jules was about to kill Jake, Mom and Dad were about to be killed too, I have never been so scared in my life. I can't live without Jake or them. If I'm not with Jake he can't risk his life for me. Mom and Dad are my parents so I can't do much about them but with Jake I can and I really am mad at him" I explained. "Your doing the same thing he did only worse" Sierra replied. "I'm doing what I think is best for him" I stated. "How about the babies is not having a Dad around is that what's best for them" Sierra asked. "Ree the babies needs you and Jake raising them together" Nyla added. "I will never keep Jake from the babies they are his children as much as they are mine but we don't have to be together in order to raise them" I answered Sierra. "Your going to get divorce and ask him to move out because you don't want to lose him, Ree is that what your saying" Nyla asked. "I guess so" I answered. "So your going to lose Jake to keep from losing Jake" Sierra asked. "You make it sound dumb" I replied. "It is the stupidest thing you have ever said. What are you going to date get married to someone else have more kids with someone else. Is Jake going to date and get married too" Sierra asked. "I can't have anymore kids. When I had the babies Grandpa had to do a partial hysterectomy. It's better for Jake if were not married he can be with someone who can have kids. I'll never be with anyone else but I hope Jake will" I explained packing up the babies clothes.

"I know you and Jake are different from us in the imprint department but I'm sure that when it comes down to it Jake won't move on from you he will be alone for the rest of his life because your a chicken" Sierra replied helping me pack the babies belongs. "I'm doing what's best for him" I replied. "Your wrong your only hurting him, the babies and yourself" Sierra replied. "I'm done talking about this" I replied put up my hands. "Fine but your being a fool" Nyla replied. "Thanks I'm going to head home I will see you tomorrow" I said walking to the door with the babies stuff.

I went down to the living room. "I'm ready to take the babies home I want to spend some time with them" I said looking at Mom. "Is it okay if I come with you" Jake asked. "Jake it's your house too and I won't ever keep you away from the babies" I answered. "Thanks Ness" he replied getting up. "We will walk you home" Dad said with a wired look on his face. You heard what I said to the girls didn't you I thought. Yes and they are right Dad thought. It's my choice please respect whatever I do I thought. I will your my daughter but your going to kill him if you do this he thought. "Are you ready" Mom asked. "Yes let's go" I answered.

We walked out and went to me and Jake's house. Mom and Dad didn't stay long. "I'm going to go bath the babies" I said. "Can I help or do you want to do it alone" Jake asked. "You can help Jake they are your kids too" I answered. He smiled and we walked up to our bedroom. "Bells told me she made them a room here" Jake said looking at me. "I know she told me too" I replied. "I will go run the water for their bath and get everything ready" he said putting Eb and Isaie on the bed. "Okay I will take off their clothes" I replied. He walked in the bathroom and started the bathtub. I took the babies out of their clothes and laid them on the bed.

Jc put his hand on my face. Why is Daddy so sad Jfk asked without words. I pulled back my shield to listen to all of their minds Isaie doesn't shield herself from me. Mommy and Daddy don't love each other anymore Eb thought. No I think Dad did something bad Isaie thought. Maybe Daddy is just sick Eb thought. I hope Daddy feels better soon Jc thought. Mom what's wrong with Daddy Isaie thought looking at me. I snapped my shield back. "Daddy is fine it's just been a long day" I lied as Jake walked in the room and kissed them each.

Jake tickled their bellies they all laughed at him. We picked them up and put them in the bathtub. We played with them as we washed them up. All I could think about was how Sierra was right I will hurt not only myself and Jake but our babies will be hurt by this too. They are smart they can already see that something is wrong with us. We took them back to our bed and put them in their pajamas. "I'm going to take a fast shower and get ready for bed" I said looking at Jake. "Okay take your time" he said playing with the babies. I got my pajama out then walked to the bathroom.

I got in the shower. I'm so confused I want to be with Jake I love him with all my heart but I won't be able to live with myself if he dies because of me. I could hear Jake talking to the babies. "I never want to be away from you again. The 3 of you and Mommy are my whole life. I love you all so much" he told them. I got out the shower and put on my pajamas. I walked back in our bedroom. I put on a movie and got in bed with Jake and the babies. "What movie did you put on" Jake asked. "I put on Brother bear for the babies" I answered. We laid in bed with the babies in the middle of us and watched the movie. Jake put Isaie on his chest rubbing her back. They fell to sleep together I put Jc on my chest and Eb was curled up at my side with my arm around him. They both fell to sleep. I started to doze off. I felt Jake moving around I opened my eyes and he was about to get out of bed. "Don't go Jake they already know something is wrong with us. If they wake up and your not in bed they will know for sure something is wrong" I said looking at him. "What do you mean they think something is wrong" he asked. "They can see your sad" I answered. "I'm trying to hide it" he replied. "I know me too, can you please just sleep in here I don't want them worrying when we just got them back" I replied. "Okay good night" he replied getting comfortable with Isaie on his chest. "Good night" I replied closing my eyes. I love you Jake I thought but didn't say out loud.