Rising Sun (A twilight fan fiction)

My babies

Nessy pov

Jake said our daughter was like me and Mom. "She looks like Mom" I said watching her sleep. "I think she looks like you but I can see your Mom in her to. She is daddy's little princess" Jake replied smiling at her. He rubbed his eyes. "Babe let's get some sleep" I said. "Your sleepy" he asked looking surprised. "Yes I didn't sleep at all" I answered. "That's why I couldn't find you in my dreams" he replied. "Go to sleep and I will meet you there" I said smiling at him. "I don't know Ness" Jake said looking and sounding worried. "I'm going to wake up I promise" I said. "Okay you want me to put the babies back" he yawned. "No I'm not letting them go, I can sleep with them" I quickly answered. "I know I do" he replied. "Go to sleep" I said with a smile.

Jake closed his eyes and I shut mine. I fell right to sleep Jake was at the lake waiting. I kissed him hard and put my arms around his neck. "I missed you so much" I said. "I missed you babe, I was losing it" Jake replied. Jake laid in the grass pulling me with him. "I have to tell you something" I said. "What is it" he asked kissing my cheek. "I was able to get up since this morning. But I thought one of the babies died I didn't want to deal with it. I didn't want to hear you tell me that so I keep my eyes closed. When you put me in the bathtub you started to talk about them it only made the pain worse hearing you talk about them and thinking how one would always be missing. I just couldn't deal with it yet. But on the bed I couldn't take that you were in so much pain. I wanted to make it better for you some how. I opened my eyes and rubbed your head It's all I came up with in that moment. I'm sorry I know it was wrong you have every right to be mad at me" I explained.

Jake didn't say anything right away he just looked at the lake. "Ness you thought our baby died. You were hurting I don't know what I would have done if it was me. How long did you think she was gone" Jake asked. "Since some time yesterday. Everyone just called them the babies I didn't think anything of it to I heard my uncles talking, you kept them over here so I couldn't hear their heartbeats like I heard yours it all fit together in my head" I answered. "Yeah I can see how it could. You were willing to face that pain for me" he asked. "Yes of course I was but even with my eyes closed it was the worse pain I have ever felt in my life I needed you too" I answered honestly. "I'm sorry you had to go through that" he replied. "It's fine I have them and you now. We are all together that's all I care about" I replied. "I know me too" he said.

I kissed him and he pulled me on his lap. "I told you we were having a girl" I said smiling. "I told you we were having 2 boys" he replied. We both laughed. "We got lucky" he said. "We have 3 healthy baby I wouldn't care if all 3 were boys. We got much more then lucky we have 3 little miracles" I replied. Jake was about to kiss me when I woke up because I heard someone open our bedroom door.

I opened my eyes Mom was standing by the door. "I'm sorry I didn't know you were all asleep" she said holding a tray of food. "It's okay Mom" I replied. "Don't worry about it Bells" Jake added. "Will you like me to take them so you can eat" Mom asked. "No" I answered not ready to let my babies go yet. I pushed myself up then I put a pillow on my lap and laid each baby down."Your as bad as Jake" Mom said laughing and handing me and Jake our plates. "Thanks Mom" I said putting a piece of chicken in my mouth. "Your welcome Nudger" Mom answered. "Where is Sierra ,Brady and Collin" I asked. "They went for a walk" Mom said. "Sierra and the guys were having a hard time with you being out of it like that" Jake added. "I'm sorry I worried everyone" I said. "Your alright now, that's all that matters" Mom replied. I smiled at her and ate more food. "I'm going to go find your Dad I'll come back later" Mom said walking to the door. "Okay thanks" I replied. "You welcome" she said leaving.

I got done eating I put my plate down. I looked down at the babies my daughter was awake. "Hi baby girl I'm your Mommy" I said picking her up and kissed her. She lifted her little hand and put it to my cheek. She was showing me Jake telling them I was sick and would be with them soon and she showed me the only 2 times she has ever seen me. I kissed her again. "I'm sorry baby girl I won't ever leave you again" I promised. "Jake she has my gift" I said kissing her little hands. "Yeah she has yours, Edward, Bells but better and she has her own" Jake replied. "Mom's but better how" I asked. "Our little princess can shield her whole body" he said smiling at her. "Her whole body how" I asked. "Show Mommy how you scared Daddy" Jake said looking at our daughter.

Then her heart stopped beating. "Her heart" I said panicky. "It's still beating, the night after you were out of it she was upset and crying a lot she upset the boys, I called Jasper to help calm them done it worked for the boys but princess put up her shield and use Jasper's gift on him she made him feel like she was feeling" Jake explained. "What was she feeling" I asked. "She was sad and worried about you. She didn't stop crying to I took her to you" he answered. "That's what she showed me" I whispered. "She can read minds like Dad and put her thoughts in your mind like me" I asked. "Yes but unlike Edward she can block it out she can only hear if she wants to" he answered. "She has Jaspers gift too" I asked. "No she can use other vampires gifts" he answered. "Is that why she has all 3 of ours" I asked. "No she needs to be around the vampires to use their gifts. She always has the other 3 gifts" he answered. "Wow tell me more about the boys" I replied taking it all in.

"They all sleep at the same time. The boys eat at the same time but I think princess waits for them to eat first before she will eat herself. She is a lot like you and Bells she always thinking about her brothers and us. They all do but her more then the boys. They can communicate to each other that's what Edward told me. They are on baby milk, and they drink blood they are a lot like you" he explained. I could hear the love in Jake's voice and see it in he's eyes as he spoke about our babies.

"What should we name her" I asked kissing our daughter. "What do you think now that you see her" Jake asked. "I see our both of our Moms" I answered. "Strong ,smart, caring ,gifted and beautiful" I explained. "Isabella Sarah Cullen Black" Jake suggested. "Is that your name" I asked kissing her. She smiled at me. "Isaie it is" Jake said. "I like that" I replied. "Now it's your brothers turns Isaie" I said putting her down.

"Do they have gifts too" I asked. "Yes they all have the 3 family gifts. They don't use their shield like Isaie dose. The boys can move things with their minds. It freaked me out the first time. They are very protective of each other and Isaie. They get upset if ether of the other is upset" Jake answered. "The boys can move things" I repeated. "Yeah they make things move from one side of the room to the other with their mind" he explained. "Okay that's can come in handy" I said. "Yeah I think so too" he said smiling. "I think they both look like you and Dad mixed up together but he looks more like you then Dad and he looks more like Dad then you. It's so odd how much they look alike but yet they look different at the same time" I said looking at my sleeping sons. "He has your eyes shape and he has Dads, do you see it or is it just me" I asked. "No Bells told me the same thing I see it too" he answered. "We have to name him Jacob he looks like you" I said. "And him Edward" Jake replied. "You don't have to do that" I said looking up at Jake. "I know that the point of waiting to name them was to pick names that fit. He looks like Edward" Jake replied. "Jacob Carlisle Cullen Black" I said looking at him. "Edward Billy Cullen Black" Jake added. "The both of us mixed together" I said. "Little JC and EB" Jake replied. "Our babies have names now" I said smiling at them.

"Did you tell Billy I had the babies" I asked. "No I was to scared he would have another heart attack if I told him you were in a coma" he answered. "I think you should call him" I replied. "I will" he said. "I'm going to take a shower and put on some clothes then we can go to the big house, I know my Mom and Dad want to see us" I said looking down at my babies. Isaie went back to sleep with her brothers. I picked them up one at a time and put them in their bassinets.

I took out some sweatpants and a shirt I put it on the bed. I walked into the bathroom and started the shower. Jake came up behind me. I turned to face him. He kissed me as soon as I turned. I kissed him back. "I missed you Ness you in my arms like this I was scared" he said. "I'm sorry I tried to make it end faster but I couldn't" I said. "It's not your fault" he replied. He took off my night shirt after I started the shower.

I got in the shower my belly was flat like before my breast were bigger but other then that I looked like I did before I had the babies. I put my hands on my stomach I feel so empty. "I miss them, I miss having them inside me" I said thinking out loud. "I think it will just take some time to get use to" Jake said and smiled at me. "Your not getting in with me" I asked. "No" he answered surprising me. "You don't like what you see" I asked. "Ness your sexy look at you. You had 3 babies a few days ago and your back to the way you were before them" Jake answered. "Then why can't you get in with me" I asked. "Because I won't be able to hold back and we can't make love to Carlisle checks you out" he answered. "I heard them say I was healed up" I replied with a smile. "Ness I want you. I want you bad but after almost losing you again babe please understand why I won't take that chance" he replied. "I can wait just get in and take a shower with me. I will be on my best behavior" I replied with a smile. "Ness I can't he" said. "You don't trust me I'm your wife" I replied smiling.