Our2ndLife's Child (UNDERCONSTRUCTION)

Amelia

Flashback

The boys talked and said, "Sam and I's decision is Samantha." Connor said.

That broke my heart into two.

"Okay. Thank y-you for giving me an opportunity." I said almost crying.

I got back to my room and started crying.

As I heard the car roll out I cried harder.

This was my chance and she stole it.

This was my life.

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That's all I can think of. I feel betrayed. Samantha got shy. Really shy. She likes to hang out downstairs with the rest of the shy kids.

I stay in my room. I have also became a different person. It's been about 2 years. I'm 10 years old and I've wrote about 3 albums. I use my Mac book to produce them as Demo's.

I started to become a punk kinda.

I died my hair White, red and black. I still miss Amelia to this day. (Amelia is Dani but I like Amelia the name more so)

I've complete tried to rid my mind of O2L but it just doesn't work.

Jc is 25 so is Ricky and Connor. Sam is 20 and so is kian and Trevor is 17.

I can't really say I miss them because I don't really.

I picked up my song book and started writing a song.

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(Enter the rights to Amelia by Tonight Alive.)

I think about you every single day.

And every time I see your face, I wake.

And it brings me to tears.

We hadn't spoken in years.

We were close when we were young and naive.

We grew up and we learned other things.

You'll always be sweet 16.

And you will always be perfect,

you'll always be beautiful.

Our hearts, will never forget you.

You didn't belong here,

and it's become so clear why heaven called your name.

I miss you, and it still feels like I know you.

I've got pictures of us side by side to show you.

But it feels like I owe you so much more.

And you will always be perfect,

you'll always be beautiful.

Our hearts, will never forget you.

You didn't belong here,

and it's become so clear why heaven called you name.

And it just doesn't seem right, was it really your time?

Are we dreaming?

We'll never let go of you.

Wish you were here, but it's becoming clear,

that Earth's just not the place for an angel like you.

For an angel like you.

You meant so much to so many.

I'm not quite sure how to do justice to you

if they're ready to say goodbye.

I know I'm not.

You made the news and the paper for days and days,

but it hardly seems fair.

The whole world should know your name.

I want them to know your name.

And you will always be perfect,

you'll always be beautiful.

Our hearts, will never forget you.

You didn't belong here,

and it's become so clear why heaven called your name.

And it just doesn't seem right, was it really your time?

Are we dreaming?

We'll never let go of you.

Wish you were here, but it's becoming clear,

that Earth's just not the place for an angel like you.

And now we, must let you move forward.

Our love lies with you.

Our souls fly with you, Amelia.

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The song is about Amelia but I feel the song is about O2L in ways.

I still have the little bits of hope that they will come back.

Veronica. Ugh. She's probably soo happy.

I just want Amelia back! I want Sam! I want them! I need them!

"GOD! Why me! WHY! I DID NOTHING! TO ANYONE! I HATE MYSELF! WHY ME!"

I punched the mirror infront of me. As the glass shattered I picked up a pice and looked at it.

I wanted to just drag it across my skin but I couldn't. Maybe someone is waiting for me out there.

I put it down and started to clean up the mess.

"Worthless, useless, I'm just not another pretty fricking face!" I mumbled.

"I just want a friend."

"Well, you could of had one all along." That was a male's voice.

One I could hear and run too miles away.

Jc