The Broken

Chapter 6: I love this bitch...

Hey there awesome person! Yes you! OMG CHAPTER 6!!!!! Okay, so for the first few chapters its been mostly about Khaleeshia and you haven't heard about the other characters sooooo....

This chapter is on Gin's P.O.V.!!!!! YEAY!!!!! I wasn't actually sure to post it since: 

1. I'm not so good in doing a guy's P.O.V.

2. I wasn't sure if this was a good idea to put his P.O.V. in the story

but what the heck! Where's the fun when there's no risks right? 

[pooki3, you are awesome!!! I seriously don't mind getting bombarded with all your notifications. Anyway, because of your awesomeness, i got to make a chapter because I was inspired to write more. Thank you! I hope you like this chapter and I hope your hands are better LOL :)) ]

Chapter 6

P.O.V. Gin

I watch the smoke disappear into the sky like everything else. My eyes shut close as I listen to the birds sing. I listen till their notes fall into silence, till silence turns to whispers then cries, familiar cries. My eyes shoot open. “Shit.” I lean back into the chair and put my hand over my eyes shielding them from the sun and the bad past.

Slim fingers with sharp ends wrap around my neck. My eyes open. There she is, the whore. “Hey babe.” What the fuck? I push her out. “What the hell?” When I didn’t mind her she pulls shirt. “Look at me.” I slap her hand away and point to her car.

When she didn’t move I shout, “Get the fuck out of here. I’m done with you, bitch.” Damn it. Its been the longest relationship since Ann. She just had to get pregnant. I knew I wouldn’t be a great dad, I knew I had to leave for the best of the both of them, she knew my past, she did! Why the fuck is it my fault again? For sure I did the right thing, right?

The whore walks in and soon comes out with a bag of her clothes. “Wait!” I call out. She stops and turns around. I look into her eyes and see a glint of hopefulness. “Return my shirt.” I said pointing to the loose cloth over her. She snarls before she takes it off gratefully then shoves it to my face. “Now you can go.”

I sit back on the chair watching my cigarette smoke disappear again. Why do I do this to myself? I lean back again and close my eyes watching the sun set and the sun rise, back to the days when life was easy and when she was mine…

(Flashback!)

I smile in darkness feeling her close to me, her hands on my eyes securing me from dear light. “Are you ready?” she whispered, ever so quietly. My hands go over hers as I nod. She lets go. Without seconds to spare, I open my eyes. “Happy 16th birthday, Gin.” This is amazing!

My eyes go around her dark garage, lit only by Christmas lights. There were pictures of us everywhere and some notes on the walls of the little inside jokes we share. “Ann, this is amazing!” I said honestly still in awe by her effort. “You didn’t have to do this for me, babe.” Damn this girl is everything I want! I turn around and hold her beautiful face in my hands. “I love you, babe.” My lips kiss hers gently, waiting for her to pull back. She still wasn’t used to the whole kissing idea. It still freaked her out a bit.

As my lips kissed hers gently I felt her go a little more intense. Her tongue goes on my bottom lip and I gladly open up for her. Damn, she knew how all along? She pulls away breathless. “That was…” she ponders for a word. “New.”

I couldn’t help but laugh. “Did you like it, babe?” my eyes hopeful on hers.

She nods, “Loved it!” quickly she pulls me down asking for more.

After a some time of making out, she pulls away again. “That was amazing, babe!” her breath short. It was so sexy. “Come on.” She pulls me up- I didn’t realize we were on her couch- and leads me out of the garage.

“Where are we going, babe?” I asked hoping for another surprise. She stops on her tracks, turns around and looks at me lustfully.

Ann comes closer; her hands around me making me turn on completely. “Your place, babe.” My place? What for? Before I could answer, she kisses me again hungrily. Fuck, I love her so much! I pin her to a wall and kiss down her neck willing to hear her moan. “Shit!” unwillingly I pull away, worried. “That was amazing!” I smirk. Ann, really is something. I hate corrupting her but she’d learn either way and I guess its best if she learns it from me. Quickly, I go back to work aiming to hear her moan and maybe call out my name. She moans. Shit that was sexy!

My hands run over her as she pulls me closer. Shit, I love her so much! “Ann.” I pull away. She looks at me with a full pout. Shit. “We can’t do this.” I said guiltily.

“Why not?” she whined.

I chuckle. She’s too innocent. “You’re only fourteen, Ann. I don’t want to corrupt you.” Too late you stupid bastard! “Not that I already did but I think we should wait for a while. Maybe till you’re sixteen?” That isn’t too young, right?  

Her hands run through my messy hair, her lips curve into a deviously sexy smile. Shit, I think I’m going to die with her around me. “Whatever.” She kisses me again, but just for a second. “I just really, really, really love you Gin.” She whispered.

I pull her closer, putting my mouth just under her ear. “I love you too, Ann.” Before we could say more, I suck her soft part making her moan. I chuckle, “Babe, not too loud. Your parents might come out and kill me.” I half-joked. Well, they would.

She pulls away sharply. “I don’t give a fuck about them.” Then she turns soft, “I love you and you’re all I need.” Her hands cup my face. “I love you, Gin, so much.”  

(Flashback over!)

I pull myself back, out of memory lane. Shit, I miss you Ann. I take my phone and call her back. Please pick up, please. “Hello?”

“Ann, this is—“

“Gin? This Ameerah.” Oh for fuck sake where is my girl! “Why in fuck’s name are you calling this number?” she asked furiously.  

“I need to talk to her.” I pleaded. Please say she’s there.

A loud voice from the background, obviously Ann’s, calls out. “I’m not here!”

FUCK THAT BITCH! “She’s not here.” Ameerah said, half laughing.

“That’s not funny. I know she’s there. Hand her over.” I threatened. Damn, I needed this girl. Just her voice, please! I love her, so much.

I hear some shuffling. “Its Rab now, asshole.” Her voice! Shit, I love her!

A smirk grows on my face. I just couldn’t keep the good memories away. This bitch just couldn’t stop making me happy no matter what. I just need her back in my life, for real this time! “Rab? As in Rae Ann Gail?” I teased.

She scowls, “No, it stands for Rich Ass Bitch, you bastard.”

Regret and sadness pour over me. Shit, I’m such an asshole! “Ann—“

“Its Rab to you, jackass.” Fine.

I sigh, “Rab, I miss you. Seriously, I love you so much, just let me explain!” before I could say any more I hear the phone beep. SHIT! I throw my phone out the porch. It lands heavily on the grass giving out a smash on the screen. Fuck it, if Ann isn’t going to let me talk to her through the phone I’ll make her listen. She’ll listen, she’ll have to because I love this bitch too fucking much! 

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