Is This What You Call Love?

Chapter Five

Xiumin's POV

My eyes wander around the lot of our dorm as I get out of my car to see an extra car parked outside. I walk into the dorm and as I see him, as he's the first one I see. I stop Kris in his foot tracks.

"Why didn't any of you guys remind me about mine and Luhan's anniversary?" I say to him with a low voice but a slight anger covers it as well.

"You were the one who forgot about you and your own damn boyfriends anniversary."

I feel awful enough as it is about forgetting but he doesn't have to be rude about it.

"I was busy I forgot!" I spat at him as quietly as I could but Kris just rolls his eyes.

"Okay whatever just go fix things between you two"

I remembered just the other day! In fact I had a present wrapped up for him hidden in Lay's closet.

Fuck!

I feel awful for this! He's probably so disappointed in me. I grunt at my own stupidity.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck! Do you know where he is?"

Kris points to the beach that's outside our dorm.

"Last I saw him and Sehun were heading out there"

I run outside and I stop almost immediately, seeing something thats near impossible.

I look to see Luhan, the man I love and have loved for years on the ground with none other than Sehun on top of him. Their lips were connected in what looked to be a very passionate kiss. I couldn't move I was in too much a shock to be able to.

I just stand here, watching them tug at each others shirts and tangling themselves in each other.

"Hey man you find Lu-" Kris stops as he see's whats happening. Sehun pulls out of the kiss between him and Luhan looking up and giving me a devious smirk as Luhan looks to us and pushes Sehun off.

"No Xiumin...my baozi"

Run.

That's my first instinct and what I begin to do immedietly.

I need to get out of here as fast as i possibly can.

I run inside, through the house, pushing people out of my way and ignoring Luhan's shouts at me in protest.

"Xiumin! No don't go!" He yells at me but I slam the front door and run to my car. Getting in I slam the door and drive away immedietly.

I have no idea how to even feel right now

Sad?

Angry?

Where am I even supposed to go? I cant stay here. There's no way in hell I'd ever be able to stay here after what I'd just seen happening.

I drive around the entire city looking for some sort of place to stay for a few nights and decide a hotel would be best. I drive to the hotel farthest away from where the dorm was and get a room to stay in for a few nights.

It's not a 5 star amazing hotel, but it's good enough for me. I don't really care either way though, as long as I'm away from the dorm I'm fine.

I close the door to my room and break down in tears almost immediately. How the fuck could I let this happen!?

I feel my phone start to go off in my pocket, I pull it out to see Luhan calling. I hit decline and turn my phone off before throwing it across the room, possibly breaking the screen as it smashes into a wall.