Is This What You Call Love?

Capter Ten

Chapter 10

"Will you forgive me?" I hear his words and hesitate before answering.

"Yes i will, but promise me you wont ever do that again" I punch his arm lightly, in a joking manor "Jerk"

"Don't worry I wont ever make you leave" He says putting his arm around my waist and pulling me closer to him, kissing me lightly on the lips.

I'm just glad the other guys aren't here right now though. Cause they'd just make a big deal over it even though it doesn't matter.

"Were talking about this later I hope you know" I say to him in a stern demanding voice. "I know" he replies quietly with a hint of sadness in his voice.

We walk over and sit down on the ground waiting for the others to be done. Luhan pulls me down onto his lap, so I'm laying with my head on his legs. I look up at him as he stares down at me. I feel awkward about laying on him like, considering we just got back together but I ignore it and just lay here staring into Luhan's beautiful eyes.

"You look so sleep deprived" He says a look of confusion crossing over his face.

"Have you slept well lately?" I shake my head.

"No, but you look really sleepy too so I suppose you haven't slept much either"

"I've been too busy missing you, now close your eyes get a little rest you need it I'll wake you when its your turn to go"

I do as he says and fall into a light sleep, laying on his lap a small smile on my face. I still have to stay somewhat awake for my fitting today.

After all 12 of us are measured which took about two hours for some reason. We drive over to K's dorm so I can learn our songs for our next comeback.

We're going to start recording in about a week so I need to learn these songs and quickly. I decide it best to keep my distance from both Sehun and Luhan because we haven't told the rest of the guys of us yet and I just can't deal with Sehun at the moment.

I watch Sehun walk over to Luhan, smiling at him then practically sit on his lap. He puts his arm around him and I feel a bit angered by this but choose to ignore it. I do feel slightly relieved as I watch Luhan push Sehun off him and shake his shoulder off him though.

I begin to smirk at the disappointed look he now has covering his face. I watch Sehun whisper something into Luhan's ear and I'm curious as to what he said. I watch both Luhan and Sehun talk quietly and laugh before putting my head down reading the lyrics over and over.

I understand Sehun's trying to take Luhan from me but I won't let it happen. I just got him back and I won't let him leave again. I mean also I cant let him get stolen by an asshole. They've been close friends for a while now but I've known and understand Luhan more and I wont let him leave me again.

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"Are you gonna come back to my- or our room?" Luhan asks as we sit on my bed. I shrug slightly "I don't know. I mean do you want me to?" I look up slightly to him.

"Thats not my choice its completely yours. I mean would i like you to come back? Yeah it'd be nice but I cant make you if you're not ready to."

I think back to how I've felt for the past three months every night. Lonely, sad, unloved. Its been quite odd not sharing a bed or anything.

Also the thought of loosing more sleep than I really need to and not being by his side doesn't seem too appealing.

"I'll come back" I finally say with a smile. He smiles back to me "Good I've missed the cuddles" I look down and begin to blush a little.