Is This What You Call Love?

Chapter Six

Chapter 6

((Before you read:

I feel terribly sorry it's been so long since I last updated. I kinda had my phone and electronics taken away so I couldn't post anything.

Yeah, I get my electronics taken away during the school year A LOT. So if updates are really slow that's probably why. So sorry guys.

Please don't think I forgot you cause I could never do that. I love you guys too much.

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Xiumin's POV

I pack my clothes into a duffel bag and grab my blades from the small desk next to what used to be mine and Luhan's bed . As I grab all other necessary items of mine I decide I should get going about now.

I probably need message our manager about all this but I'll just do it later. I drive back to my hotel room, silence ringing in my ears as I drive.

When I get back to the hotel and up to my room I mainly just sit in there on the bed, blinds closed all day. I didn't really do anything, except for a lot of thinking.

I think of how i could have prevented this if I had just remembered our damn anniversary. I feel my phone vibrating next to me on the bed as I receive a message. I check the ID to make sure it's not Luhan and to my relief I see that it was Chen.

'What happened with you and Lu?' I read, grunting at the message from Chen.

I'll have to tell him sooner or later and delaying it won't do any good, so I respond explaining everything that happened between us. I told him about how I drove to the hotel and got a room but left out the self harming part.

He responded with

'Imma call you'

I wait a few moments and receive a call from Chen.

"Hey" I say quietly into the phone.

"Hey sorry to hear about you and Luhan. What are you gonna do about the group?"

I take a deep breath thinking about it. I don't want to leave, it's fun being with the guys all the time, but I also don't want to have to deal with Luhan and him just constantly apologizing and begging for me to come back to him .

"I don't know" I finally answer.

I hear voices coming from the background of Chen's end of the line their Luhan's.

"Let me talk to him" I hear him pleading.

"Don't put him on the phone" I quickly blurt out to Chen.

"Luhan go away for right now" Chen says to Luhan but he refuses.

"No i won't go unless you let me talk to him."

I hear a sigh come from Chen, and noises of the phone moving. By the sound I can tell he gave in and Luhan now has the phone.

"Xiumin?" Luhan questions.

"I don't want to talk to you! You're an asshole. And don't call me that thats not my real name!" I spat at him over the phone.

I can practically see his hurt face and hear his heart breaking, but it doesn't bother me. After what he's done to me he deserves it.

"Minseok please don't go...listen to me. It was a mistake, I was caught up in the moment I was just upset. Please forgive me"

"No i cant forgive you! Not after something like that. This is the end of us go hang out with your new boyfriend i want nothing to do with you"