The Lost Wolf: Denying Fate #3

Chapter 10

My body is itching as I sit in the middle of the bed. Liam was in the shower and I could smell him.

I groan and stand up, stretching out my limbs and looking at myself in the mirror on the closet door. My hair was a wavy mess from running my fingers through it over and over again. My lips were bright pink from biting them in agony. My blue eyes were unusally bright and lively, probably from shutting out my wolf.

I had on a red nightgown. It plunged deep between my breast and it only hit the top of my thighs. I had on matching shorts with it, and beneath that nothing else. I was too warm already.

When the bathroom door opens Liam steps out and pulls a shirt on over his head, "You okay?" he asks wearily.

I shake my head, "No. I'm going crazy. I want to shift so bad."

"Then apologize to your wolf."

I frown, "I can't!"

He rolls his eyes, "Why not?"

"Because she's wrong."

He sighs and sits on the bed, "Come here Sky."

I shake my head, "NO."

He presses his lips together, "It wasn't a request. It was an order," he says using his Alpha tone.

I gulp and fight the urge to walk over to him, "Liam I can't," I say, my voice cracking under the pressure.

He frowns and eyes me up and down for a moment, "Sky are you worried you're going to hurt me?"

I nod, "Yes."

He shakes his head, "Sky you won't hurt me. Your wolf won't even talk to you."

"But she knows that she needs something I can't give her."

His eyes show sorrow as he stares at me. Finally he says, "It'll lessen the pain if you sleep next to me. Just come here and let me hold you."

I sigh, feeling defeated and walk over to the bed. Once I crawl in he pulls me up to his side.

"Head on my chest," he says softly.

I lay my head down on his chest and we wrap our arms around each other, "Just remember not to cover me up in the middle of the night," I grumble.

He chuckles, kissing the top of my head, "I promise I won't."

I smile knowing he's going to listen to me, then I slip off into dreamland.

I wake up on a big white fluffy bed, almost like a cloud. Sitting up I look around the room, everything was pure white and glass. It was all so beautiful. I couild have stayed in there forever, but as soon as my eyes hit the door I knew I had to leave the beautiful room.

Standing up out of bed I walk over to the mirror, I had on a blue lavender dress. It was quite beautiful. My hair was in waves to my shoulders. My cheeks were bright pink, and my skin was pale and bright. I actually looked pretty.

It's then I notice hynotic music. I turn to the set of doors I knew I had to leave out of, opening them up and walking down a bright hallway all the way to a room with two thrones. The room was made for two but was divided by a glass wall. Through the wall I could see a empty black throne room. It represented darkness and the room I stood in represented light.

"Daughter I am so glad you could finally visit me."

I look up to see a beautiful woman on the white throne smiling down at me, "Why are you glad to see me? I'm no one special."

She laughs, her voice pure music, "Daughter, I created your kind. You are part of me dear one."

Understanding dawns on me, "You're the Goddess of Light."