I heard that love comes hand to hand with pain but I never believed it because how can you hurt and cause pain to someone you love. But as I lay here on my bed staring at my ceiling trying to get the sleep I now realize how true it is.
My name is Emily White. Your average 18 years old teenager but the fun part of my life is anything but average.
I heave a sigh and toss to the other side in hopes that maybe this side is comfy and warm enough so that I could sleep and wake up early as I have my senior year starting tomorrow which I am already dreading.
Look I am an average student and I loved going to school but after this summer break let's just say I have a new hatred for that place.
I stare out the window and get lost in my thoughts and soon all that happened this summer comes rushing back to me. I wonder how could I be so oblivious to all of it and not see it coming. I release a sigh and glance at the clock to check the time.
1 am.
I get up from my bed frustrated and decide to have a warm glass of milk in hopes that maybe that could get me some sleep. I shuffle out of the bed grabbing my phone from the side table and go downstairs to the kitchen. I tiptoe quietly down the stairs trying not to wake up my family.
When I finally reached the kitchen without making a noise which to be very honest felt like a mission impossible considering the loud and clumsy person I am, I always trip over something and cause havoc which even my neighbors could hear.
I take a glass out from the cabinet and grab the milk from the fridge and pour it a pan to heat. While I wait for it to heat up I check my Instagram and see how people are enjoying the last day of summer partying and all while am here in my sweatpants and my brother's T-shirt lying around.
I was invited too many of them and my best friend, Ally, even begged me to come with her but I somehow managed to convince her that I am a lot better in my room with my laptop watching Netflix than going to a party and go through some drama.
My experience with parties has never been good after the incident and since then I avoid them.
I pour the milk in the glass and add sugar in it and walk to the counter. Suddenly I see a picture that kills me inside and breaks my heart into a million pieces.
A picture of Ryan Bowmen kissing his new girlfriend, the picture had a caption " My one <3."
The worst part.
The girl is my ex-best friend, Britney.
My heart feels like its gonna rip out of my chest and as I see them kissing and being so lost in each other. A tear escapes my eye which I wipe off quickly. I can not fall weak now.
Not this time.
Heartbreak hearts like a bitch.
I close my phone, grab the glass of milk drain it in the sink and walk upstairs to my room as I realize that now even a glass of milk won't help me sleep.
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Heart Broken Lovers
RomanceMeet Emily White, your average teenage girl who is dreading now that her senior year has started cause of a bad breakup and a death that tore her apart. She basically hates love now... Just when Emily is starting to get her life on track. Things go...