Stolen Innocence (Evergreen) [Student/Teacher Love Story]

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thanks for reading! just a quick author's note as this story continues to gain traction...

this story is considered lolita-esque, but is NOT at all romanticizing or condoning the actions within this book.

this story is about an unprofessional, inappropriate and extremely wrong relationship/love story between a 13-14 year old girl and her teacher.

with that being said, it is much like a novel "My Dark Vanessa" if any of have you have read/heard of that book, this is very much in the same vein. not condoning or romanticizing the love, but very much just giving perspective to it and how complicated love can be.

just to reiterate, he is grooming her, he is a pedophile. there will be repercussions to this.

please vote and comment! this story is still ongoing!!

xoxo

Weeks pass by, leaves change color and fall, the season shifts from breezy and light to gloomy and cold and I feel like that's for a reason. As we edge closer to the end of the year, I'm reminded of what I will be taking with me into the new year. Of what has changed from this year. I feel like a completely different person from just two months ago, everyone sees the change in me but no one wants to comment on it. My friends seem to be distancing themselves from me day by day, but I don't do anything to stop it. I hardly see them anymore as I spend my weekends either doing homework or babysitting for Michael and during the week I'm in his classroom, soaking up every minute I can get with him. They say it's like a dark shadow is following me now wherever I go, and they don't feel comfortable hearing anything about it when only a few weeks ago they were dying to hear more.

Something else has shifted between Michael and I, he showed his hand and I played right into it. He knows that I can't lose him, now. I showed weakness and he'll never forget it. At one point I felt stronger than him like I was in control but I'm not so sure anymore. With every passing day, my feelings for him grow stronger, more intense, and more insane and I can tell his possessiveness of me is growing as well. He's asked me to stay away from Ethan and I agreed, albeit a bit halfheartedly. Michael thinks he's no good for me and - not wanting to make him more jealous than he already is - I just agreed and shrugged it off as a loss, but not a big one. Sure Ethan is nice and all, but he's just some boy and Michael cares for me in a way Ethan never could.

This past weekend in Michael's car, he convinced me to give him a blowjob, and I was too turned on in the moment to say no, and he was already unzipping his jeans and too excited to stop himself. It wasn't as bad as people say, and cum isn't all that salty, maybe a bit bitter but nothing too bad. I couldn't look him in the eye after we first did it, but when he smiled at me and kissed me, I felt my heart melting as I curled up into him.

"Do you want to go to the mall after school for some new fall outfits?" My mom questions as she drives me to school and I just shrug in response, playing with the zipper of my hoodie.

"Is everything okay, sweetie? You seem really down lately," That would be the first time someone has commented on my change.

"I'm fine, I just don't really need more clothes," I check my eyeliner in the mirror and I can tell she's eyeing me as I do it.

"Okay...so is there anyone that you'd like to take to the Halloween dance?"I scrunch my eyebrows up at this.

"How do you know about that?"

"We get mailed weekly newsletters about activities going on in the school," I roll my eyes at this. Perfect.

"Oh. Uh, no not really," I'm itching to get out of this conversation, get out of this car, but it seems she's driving 10 miles below the speed limit on purpose.