Random or Sad Stuff

Part 102

I just got over a fever!!! Yay! I practically died internally for a whole week! Anyway...

Today I realized that there's always going to be someone with a worse life than you. I have this one new friend... I've only hung out with her a little bit, but damn... I won't talk about all of it here, but her life is really fucked up. She started crying at lunch and I didn't know what to do... I felt helpless. I don't know how I was supposed to react, so I just watched as my closer friend hugged her.

I'm a seriously fucking awkward person, so I started explaining the logicality behind her situation and how it was okay and perfectly normal for her to cry. I started rambling about the psychology behind her situation too and she started to laugh. She thought it was funny that I was trying to remain logical about the situation and thought my panicked expression was hilarious.

After this I was able to (surprisingly) smoothly guide the conversation to a more light-hearted topic, like stupid childhood mishaps. We laughed all the way throughout lunch.