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Part 100

Wow. Impressive. Part 100! I don't know what to post anymore, so i'll post an uncomfortable experience that happened recently.

I really need new friends. Just because of one person. Let's call her: Briar. Since she's so destructive.

First, we started out as good friends. Laughing and hanging out. After a while, our friendship turned bitter. I feel like she started hating me. I've always had good grades, and I don't have people in my family that support me, so I turn to my friends. I want to have achievements. She used to congratulate me, but she started being really rude whenever I would try to tell her about things.

In general, she turned really rude. She always shot me down emotionally. After a while, things became worse. Briar started hitting me and punching me, or causing me physical pain in our Health class. She would laugh about it, along with others in my friend group. The only person who didn't make fun of me was one of my friend's boyfriend. He used to have a crush on me... like three years ago.

Anyway, she would do these things and I wouldn't tell her or anyone anything. Don't get me wrong! I'm sure as hell not a pushover. When I get pissed off, no one, not even teachers, will bother me. The most recent thing is the last straw: We were choosing seats for art. I sat down near the front, away from my friends. I was irritated, but not that much. My friends followed me to the side of the room I was sitting at and sat at the rows behind me.

There were five of them in my class, so it was uneven pairing. Briar ended up without anyone. She slowly walked up to my desk. Under her breath, I heard her mutter, "Great... I'm stuck w-"  I turned around and faced her. She cut herself off and smiled! I was irritated even more by this, so I turned my body to face away from her and ignored her the whole time. For two weeks, I haven't been sitting with my friends at lunch, or even talking to them. I don't know what I should do since in my school, I've already been labeled as scary and a rude bitch.

That's all... sorry about the rambling... Man! I really am a loner.