Random or Sad Stuff

Part 107

Existing right now is so hard.

I can't find the motivation to write and I'm literally destroying my fingers by playing violin for hours nonstop.

School is a heavy thing and I find myself wanting to be busier but being too lazy to do anything.

I finally had good platonic relationships at school. They became something I heavily relied on emotionally and mentally. Ahhhh everything sucks and is going to shit.