What a coincidence

Let The Games Begin

I got home shaking, I nearly passed out. Amy thought I was over reacting when I told her what had happened, even she didn't understand, no one could. I was a mess, and no one could help me. I felt like my feelings had been torn apart by people getting to me, I know I shouldn't of let that happen, but I faced the truth in that this was my life now, and I had to deal with it.

The next day

I woke up feeling refreshed and in a good mood. It was a saturday, my mum and dad had gone food shopping leaving a note on the fridge for me. It read:

Dear lil, if you ever manage to get out of bed and read this note please do, have gone food shopping with your father, Amy gone out to a mall so you have the place to yourself for a few hours, don't do anything ridiculous! Love mom x

I endlessly chucked observing the kitchen work top thinking about who too invite over. I felt pretty mad at Harry but on the other hand I felt bad for saying all that horrible stuff to him. I knew for a fact I wasn't going to invite Grace, I don't even want to text her let alone look at her. I have Harry a quick text.

To Harry,

Free house for a couple of hours, please come over, I want to explain myself and apologise. x

From Lily.

An hour later, I had a response.

To Lily,

I'm sorry. I don't think I can brig myself to see you just yet. I will continue to keep my distance but I want you too know, I still love you, I just need time okay?x

From Harry

I didn't want to text back. At the moment time was my nemesis. I curled up to my bed cat Lola stroking her and wondering what life would be like as a cat, no stress, no worries, no fear. I regretted saying all of that nonsense to Harry. I really did. 30 mins later I replied to him

To Harry,

I understand you need time. But sooner or later I will have to see you. I miss you and I still love you.x

From Lily

No one wanted to see me. I rang Meg to ask what she was doing. She said she was meeting up for coffee with Grace and that she didn't want to come over, that was no surprise. I rang Beth, no answer. I felt rejected and upset with myself. I knew this was going to be the worst summer ever.

Amy came home around 4 ish. She had brought me home a subway and she was taking me to the movies. I smiled and gave her a huge hug, at least that brightened the day.

We got to the cinema around 5 ish. We were going to see the new hunger games! I was so excited. We gave our tickets to the lady and guess who walked up to me and hugged me. It was Meg along with Beth and Grace.

My face dropped. "Hey girl!! I miss you so much! I didn't even know you were here!" Grace said to me in a selfish tone.

"Well, I do love the hunger games" I replied with.

Behind Grace stood Jason and some Mick guy that Beth was seeing. Jason said nothing, an awkward silence swirled in the air.

"Well we better be off, don't want to miss our film now do we" Grace looked at Jason in a flirtatious way.

"You better go before someone takes a photo of you two flirting" I said reluctantly and I strode off with Amy and into the cinema. I turned around only to catch a glimpse of all of their mouths open shocked at what I had just said. If I'm honest, I felt pretty good.