What it's like to have nian as my parents

Thirteen

I can't believe I lost my V card, I don't know if I should tell my mom. I mean, I should tell someone right? I started walking down stairs to talk to my family.

"When should we tell her?" I heard my mom say to my dad. I stopped in my tracks. I needed to listen to this.

"We shouldn't wait too long, she needs to know before anyone else does," my dad said.

"You're very right, I hope she's not mad!" my mom said.

"She'll understand," my dad told her.

"Do you think she'll feel replaced?" My mom asked him.

"We'll make sure she doesn't," my dad told her.

"Hey guys," I said walking down the stairs.

"Hey honey, did you come to join us?" my dad asked me.

"Yup, I decided to be apart of my family," I said and they laid across their laps.

"Glad you decided to," my mom said.

"Have you guys ever been very disappointed in me?" I asked them.

"No, you could never disappoint us," my dad said.

"Why do you ask?" my mom said.

"Oh, no reason," I said.

"Okay baby," my dad said. Then I walked upstairs. I think I might talk to my mom though... she knows about this stuff. But what if she tells my dad, he'd flip out. My thoughts were interrupted by my dad knocking on the door.

"Honey?" he asked slowly walking in.

"Yes dad?" I questioned. This seemed suspious.

"Can I talk to for a minute?" he asked and closed the door behind him.

"Um, okay?" I said.

"Are you okay?" he asked. Oh no! He can see right through me!

"Uh, um, uh, yeah I'm fine! Why do you ask?" I said nervously.

"Well, I just thought you were upset about your mom moving in," he said. And I breathed a breath of relief.

"Not the thing on my mind dad," I told him and walked over to my closet and started tearing up.

"What do you mean? Oh honey what's wrong? Don't cry baby," he said and walked over to me and have me a hug.

"Dad, I did something bad," I cried.

"What's that honey?" he asked. Then there was silence.

"You know you can tell me anything," he said and kissed my forehead.

"Dad, I- I-" I said.

"You can tell me," he said.

"Promise you won't get mad at me?" I said.

"I'm not promising anything until I know what I'm promising about," he said.

"Okay, well last night I wasn't at a friends house," I said.

"Wha-" he said.

"No let me finish, I went to a party with my friends. Then after this boy I liked got my drunk, I went back to his hotel," I said.

"Sidne-" he said.

"I'm not done dad. Then we had sex. I told him to stop but he didn't then he continued. And I kinda gave in, but I wish I hadn't. It was a mistake dad, I'm so sorry!" I cried out. He was silent.

"Please say something!" I screamed at him.

"What's going on in here?" my mom asked walking in the room. I just looked at my dad.

"She didn't go to a friends house she went to a party, then she lost her virginity with a boy," my dad said.

"Oh wow, Sidney, do you mind if I, uh, talk to your dad for a minute, in private?" she asked.

"Go ahead it's not like he's said anything to me yet," I said and started crying again.

(Ian's POV)

My little girl, she isn't so little no more. She's not the innocent little girl who'd laugh when I made a weird face, she not a virgin. The words rand through my head as me and Nina walked down the hallway. She's not a virgin no more, it hurt. I don know why, it just did.

"Ian, she's 15 now," Nina told me.

"Don't you think I know that!" I screamed at her.

"Ian calm down," she said and I teared up.

"I can't calm down! She's my little girl! You haven't always been here! You don't understand!" I screamed at her, and I instantly retreated every word of it.

"You're right, Ian! But I'm trying! Okay? I'm trying my best now! Sadly that's all I can give you! I can't rewind the past!" she screamed at me then started crying.

"Shh, I know, we'll be better next time," I told her.

"How do you know that? What's she gonna say?" Nina said.

"I don't know, I'll go talk to her and tell her but when I do, do you want to be with?" I asked her.

"I think you should do this alone, and while you do that I'll make her an appointment with my OBGYN," she said and kissed my check and walked out.

(Sidney's POV)

"Honey, we need to talk," I told her.

"Yes we do dad, I'm sorr-" I started but he cut me off.

"I know, I know, but I need to accept your growing up, your moms making you an appointment with and OBGYN, but that's not what I need to talk to you about," he said.

"Then what is it dad?" I asked.

"You're mother pregnant," he said and my heart sank.

A.N. hey guys! So Nina's pregnant! Comment what you think about that!