Love is Pain Sweetheart

chapter 2

Later that evening

" Steven , jasper dinner is ready. Now get off the couch and get to the table." I yell from the kitchen.

" My My when did my sister get so bossy." Steve just chuckles out as he slumps into a chair.

" Well I half to be. To survive this big city." Meaning to survive my step brother.

" Look I am gonna go get lucky you know. So don't expect me back because I am always lucky. What about you Jasp."

" Nah I am good. I am gonna hit the sack. Anyway I don't sleep around. "

" Suit yourself but I am a young hot guy in his prime. So goodbye."

My brother kisses my forehead and walks out the door. Leaving me with a person I don't know but yet knows more about me than anyone. I just chuckle and let the smile come as my brother leaves.

" Well are you going to eat this or should I just dump it."

" Ya go ahead I am still feeling a little road weary and jet lagged. "

" Oh sorry." Probably for the best. My room is a mess.

" Hey umm you never answered my question." His sexy voice rings into my memories of last night.

" look I don't know you and you had no right to do what you did. What wanted to see some skin hope you could get lucky if you brought up some fragile subject." I know I should of not gone so far but I couldn't help it. I was mad. Jaspers face seemed to just go into a small smile." What is so funny ! " I let my voice get a little louder.

" No but hey I had to see if you actually had scars. Looks like I was right."

" Don't tell my brother please. He can't know what I do." I had to make sure that jasper thought I was just self harming. Or something like that.

" Ya I won't tell. But you half to stop." The words echoed around in my head. Oh if he only knew. He would think I am a pathetic weak child who is just pathetic. He probably wouldn't care. I mean he is strong and they take a lot of crap. If he only knew how much I wanted it to stop. If he only knew.

Suddenly the lump in my throat wasn't swallow able. I knew my step brother wasn't going to stop. I also knew jasper would be leaving soon.

" Actually you will be leaving soon. So I don't half to listen to you. I mean why do you care. It doesn't matter."

" Actually I will be here for quite awhile.......Steven hasn't told you has he?"

Oh no whatever my brother has to say just can't be good. Especially with the way Jasper's  evil grin is plastered to his oh so sexy mouth. ' Wait shut up don't say that. He is not your type.' I say this to myself but a little voice in my head said ' don't betray your thoughts. You know you are looking at him and you like what you see.' I shake my head and come back to reality.

" No Steven hasn't said a thing." Then I heard a knock at the door. Oh yay maybe its the ice cream delivery guy. He is this old guy who does ice cream delivery. He is really nice. Sometimes he watches movies with me. We are well sorta friends.

I glare at jasper lean on a hip cross my arms all so I can study his idiotic face. I stand there for a few seconds before I shake it off and walk to the door. A smile wide on my face.

Ice cream sounded so good. One thing about me. I eat a lot of junk food and yet I am skinny and short. Then again I run like a lot. Its my sport.

Another knock on the door.

" I am coming " I yell as I reach the door to open it.

My stomach drops to my feet and tears surface to the top of my eye lids. My hole body now trembling. My Skippy demeanor is gone and ten miles down the road.