Long Way Home [Lashton bxb] ✔️

THE NEWS [CHAP.31]

It's been two months and a half and my feeling for Zayn just fading more and more. I tell my new bestie about this, and she said some things that really open my mind.

"I don't even know why I accept him in the first place duh."

"Then just break up with him. You seem like you're in a deep dilemma about that."

"I am. It's just like his supports never even have that much effect in my life and it's just no use. He's there, we're close to each other, but I barely feel anything."

"Fuck boyyy, you're so far away from in love with him."

"I don't think I love him."

"What?"

"Yeah, I think I've never loved him although I said it through text."

"Do you even like him?" in the first place?"

"Maybe? I don't know."

"Boyyy, ask that pretty head of yours please."

"Head, do you know if I ever like him or nah?" I said knocking my head a few times.

"That's not what I mean dumbass."

"But seriously Dan, I don't fucking know. I guess just the first two weeks, and I guess it was just a little crush."

"Because you miss Luke, good job Ash, good job!"

"Shut up Dan, you're not helping," I said hitting the back of Danielle's head.

"Just take some moment and think about it."

"He's on his way, fuck let's leave," I said grabbing her hand and pulling her towards the other door of the cafeteria. I'm praying to god so he didn't see me. We walked into the class and she hit my head.

"Stupid, we go here and soon he'll be here. What's the use?"

"Well, at least he won't come to me," I said and taking a seat. I tapped William's seat and Danielle took the gesture.

We talked again about this shits and changes our topic faster than the lightning when Zayn walk into the class.

And the next days just went the same way as today.