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day 7 | Jimin

The dance is held at Euphoria Hotels next week Friday 8:00 pm up to god knows what time and the theme is red and gold. No matter what you wear you will still look good in my eyes.

Despite what Yoongi hyung told me, its been so long since I stepped foot in those kind of functions. I left grandeur and fanciness ever since I dropped out of college and maybe I missed it a little bit. Just a teeny incy wincy bitty bit.

Its a weekend and i'm currently scavenging in my closet. I may depart from my olden ways but in hell no am I going to throw a million dollars away. At the back of my closet is a hidden door of every man's fantasies. Rows of branded shoes. Racks of high end tuxedos. Piles of a few hundred thousand worth of shirts and pants. Bits of a million worth accessories. Its been so long since I was surrounded by gold.

So far, I picked a red Armani coat. Some Dior white dress shirt paired with a dark navy blue chino's. Topped it off with a gold Gucci shoes that had crystal studds and black straps. Now, to add some blings, I placed a diamond piercing on my right ear and a dangly silver on my left. Dont forget the fricking ear cuff. Its a signature look to lean on a bit on the edge. I also decided on a simple black choker with unnoticeable design unless you lean on my neck.

God. Its been so long since I look this delicious. So juicy and plump. Man, I wish I could taste myself.

Anyways, I hope no one would recognize me.

Right now, after picking out the clothes, i'm slumped in the couch munching some ramen. All that clothe digging made me hungry. Gravity falls is playing on the television and I hate Dipper for playing that asian girl, who is Mabel's bestfriend, heart. Why can men be jerks? Im a man too but I dont swing that way so i'm safe?

Since when did I even classify myself gay? Perhaps it was when I first kissed my bestfriend Taemin. He looked cute in a way that he doesnt understand what. I dont even understand why I did it? However the memory is still clear on how he kissed back and pulled off with sparkling eyes and how I pushed him as I ran off to god knows where. Or perhaps it was when I found him?

I dont know anymore.

These daytime thoughts makes me wonder my existence. Might as well wander down town to evade these thoughts.