Love at Fifth Sight

Chapter 38

Same time (late April) With Zayn

Zayn has gotten really depressed lately. But that also made him very demanding. He wants everything to be his way. Since his love life didn't go as he wanted than everything else had to. A number of times he almost quit the band. Zayn didn't even really care. He just wanted people to listen to him. And get this, he even stopped caring about how he looked. He stopped shaving, wore the most awkward clothes, and even stopped styling his hair. The fans just took it as laid back Zayn, and they loved it! And Zayn took advantage of it. If he couldn't have Dinah then he'd take anybody who'd take him. And being Zayn Malik, of One Direction, it wasn't hard to find a girl willing to sleep with him. Every other night it was a different girl. But Zayn felt absolutely nothing.

"What's wrong? You don't seem into it, the groupie said.

Zayn got out of bed and sighed.

"I mean don't get me wrong! I absolutely loved it! But you don't seem very happy about it. Did I do something wrong?!" She said worriedly.

Zayn walked back over to the girl in his bed and sat next to her as she sat there exposed. Zayn placed a sheet over, to cover her up.

"You did nothing wrong love," he replied.

"Then why do you sound so... depressed."

"I just don't feel anything," he sighed.

"So you used me?" She asked.

"Yeah, I'm sorry about that," he said as he rubbed his neck.

"Why?! I'm not! I just did it with Zayn Malik! The hottest man on the face of the Earth!" She said proudly.

Zayn weakly smiled, "Glad someone had fun."

The fan looked at Zayn with sympathy. She wanted to do something but didn't think she'd be much help. She got up and put her clothes on. She started to walk out the door when she turned around, "Thanks for a great night."

"No problem," he said loosely.

The groupie walked out and Zayn collapsed back on his bed. He took out his phone and browsed twitter. He went to Dinah's page and to his surprise she un-blocked him. But she also no longer followed him. Zayn sighed as he went through her pictures and tweets. He smiled seeing that she looked happy. As he went through her photos he was gradually reminded that she was no longer his. He had hurt her and would regret it the rest of his life. He started to tweet something. Something that would let the world know, how sorry he was and how remorseful.

@zaynmalik: I'm deleting my twitter. It'll be up for 1 more day. I just bed time for myself, and I'm sorry @dinahjane97

He also attached two pictures to the tweet. The first being a recent picture of Dinah smiling. The second being the first picture he took with her at the airport, the day they became official, where she was kissing his cheek and he smiled goofily.

Zayn sighed as he remembered everything leading up to his relationship and his actual relationship. He realized he hadn't been dating Dinah very long before he screwed everything up. Where did things go wrong?!

Zayn called a "friend" that night.

"Hello?"

"Hey. I think I'll take you up on your offer," Zayn sighed.

"Great. I'll have my dealer by in a few."

"Whatever man. I just need the pain to go away."

"Well drugs will do that. What do you want? Marijuana, coke, meth, I've got everything."

"Nothing to serious, like meth. But probably coke and marijuana."

"Gotcha. And since you're Mr. Hotshot first deal is free."

"Ok man. Just hurry up. And pick up some beer on the way."

"No problem. See you soon," the guy said as he hung up.

Zayn sighed and ran his hand through his hair as he laid down.

I don't know what to do anymore, he thought to himself

Back to Dinah

Dinah was awoken by her phone. It beeped and buzzed. She picked up reading the notification. It was another twitter notification saying someone mentioned her in a tweet. She almost ignored it until she saw who tweeted bout her... Zayn. She continued to read.

@zaynmalik: I'm deleting my twitter. It'll be up for 1 more day. I just bed time for myself, and I'm sorry @dinahjane97

Dinah then looked at the photos attached. A tear ran down her cheek. Then another and another before she was quietly weeping in her bed.

"No. Stop! You need to forget about him. Just forget..." She said to herself as she took a deep breath.

But Camila had already been awakened. She moved slightly causing Seth, who slept in between Camila and Dinah, to wake up.

A/N: Just so we get a sense of whats happening. Dinah's family rented three rooms. one for the parents. One for their children. Another for the girls. Seth wanted to sleep with Dinah and the girls so he did. in their room there's 2 beds and a couch. They were all gonna share but Ally fell asleep on the couch while watching TV. So Normani and Lauren shared a bed and Camila, Dinah, and Seth shared a bed.

Camila rubbed her eyes and picked up a yawning Seth, "What's wrong CheeChee?"

"Nothing. Go back to sleep you two," Dinah said sadly

Seth finally finished yawning, "What's wrong sissy?" He asked wiggling out of Camila's arms into Dinah's lap.

Dinah laughed a little, "Nothing Seth. Go back to sleep," she said as she kissed his head.

Seth was too tired to argue. He nodded his head and slowly drifted off to sleep. Now it was just her and Camila.

"So. What's wrong?" Camila asked with crossed arms.

Dinah sighed knowing Camila wouldn't drop it

"Zayn..." Dinah said handing Camila her phone.

Camila read it and nodded as she moved closer to Dinah.

"Dinah don't think anything of it. In fact forget about it and him. Like Ally said. In fact I'm blocking him again," Camila said as she blocked Zayn from Dinah's twitter.

"Camila!" Dinah semi screamed as she attempted to grab her phone.

It almost woke everyone up, but they all relaxed back and slept.

"No. You'll thank me later. now go to sleep," Camila said as she put the phone in her bra and went to sleep.

"Miiilllaaa!" She whined, "Give me back my phone."

"Get it yourself," Camila mumbled.

"I can't it's in your bra..." Dinah said as she rolled her eyes.

"Precisely," Camila said with a smirk on her face.

"You know what," Dinah said as she reached over Camila and tried to dig into her shirt.

Camila clutched her chest, keeping the phone in place.

"I will scream rape and bloody murder if you do not get your hands out my bra this instant," she seethed out.

Dinah retracted her arm, crossed them, and rolled her eyes, "Fine," she groaned as she laid back down facing the other direction, holding Seth in her arms.

She sighed and stroked his hair until she fell back asleep.

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