Love at Fifth Sight

Chapter 45

"And that's why I've been so... frazzled," Dinah said after she had explained everything about Nela and Liam's phone call.

"Awww CheeChee!" Camila said as she hugged Dinah, "Sounds like a rough couple of weeks, but are sure your reaction to Liam's call was... appropriate?"

Dinah shrugged and sighed, "I don't know. I just couldn't deal with Nela AND Zayn at the same time."

"But what about now?/Rethink your conversation with Liam."

Dinah thought to herself and sighed again, "I don't know Mila."

"Well let's see. Are you worried about Zayn? At all?"

"Of course I am! I just don't want any more drama..." Dinah stated.

"Why would there be drama? Do you still have feelings for him?" Camila asked.

"Nooo..." Dinah replied unconvincingly.

Camila gave her a look, wordlessly saying, really? Causing Dinah to sigh in return, "Yes," she said guiltily.

"And what about Nela?"

"No. I mean I still have like a tiny amount of feeling towards him. But most of the feelings I have for him are hatred. So much hatred! He's a liar, and a cheat, but he's cute but he's a fuck boy but he said he was sorry but that doesn't make up for what he did. And most of the any feelings of love I have towards him is because his family is super nice and close family friends that we've known forever and I don't want our family friendship to be ruined because of us. His parents are really cool and his brothers are the cutest things in the world, and so respectful, unlike him. But Zayn... I don't know. I don't hate him, I'm just upset with him. He should've thought before he spoke. He shouldn't have jumped to conclusions. But other than that he's just an awesome guy. He's kind, sweet, trustworthy, and I'm genuinely upset that we broke up. I'd like to give it another try, but I don't think I wanna risk another heart break from him. I'll never hate him, unless I find out he cheated on me while we were dating, but Zayn doesn't do that. So I guess he'll always have a place in my heart. But if I go to see him... I don't know what I'll do. I just don't want to go running back just to get dropped on my ass again. So it's better to just stay away and have nothing to do with him," Dinah ranted.

"Mhm, but do you care for Zayn's well being?"

"Well yeah," she answered.

"So do you think ignoring him in his current state is the best thing to do?" Camila asked.

"No, but still. He'll move on. Won't he?"

Camila shrugged, "Maybe while we're in Europe we can visit the boys. We could check up on Zayn and I could talk to Harry."

Dinah returned the smile, "Ok. I guess that's ok."

"Wait! Really? Cool!" Camila said as she hugged Dinah.

Dinah hugged her back, "Has anybody told you that if you weren't singing you'd make a pretty good shrink?"

Camila and Dinah laughed as an announcement about the plane landing came on.

Love ya babes!!!