Chapter 40

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A/N: I decided to update because of girls won 2 VMA's last night!!!!!!!!!!!!! They totally deserved it!!!! Now without further adieu...

That same night-With Zayn

"Like this?" Zayn asked.

"Yeah. Then just press down on the needle and it'll do it's job."

"Ok," he replied as  he pressed the end of the needle and injected the drug into his blood stream.

At first nothing happened, but then all at once, a sensation hit him. Physically his pupils widened, as he lay still on his bed laughing mildly. Mentally, everything blurred. He heard things, saw things, that weren't there.

"My job here is done," Zayn's friend/dealer said leaving Zayn alone on his bed.

As he walked out he bumped into the rest of the 1D boys.

"Hey Jay whats up?" Harry said.

"Nothing much just dropping off something for Zayn," Jay explained.

"Oh cool. We'll see you later then," Hardy said with a wave.

"Yeah. You to bye!" Jay said as he ran out the apartment building entrance.

"Wonder why he was in a rush," Liam questioned as they entered the room.

There the saw Zayn with the needle still sticking out of his arm.

"What the hell?!" Liam said as he rushed to Zayn's side. He pulled the needle out and untied the band on his arm.

"Zayn. Zaaayyynnn. Zayn!" Liam said as he slapped his face slightly, "Louis go get a wet towel! Niall get a cup of water! Harry help me sit him up!" Liam ordered.

They all did as Daddy direction ordered.

"What do we do now?" Louis asked.

"Put the towel on his head. Hopefully he didn't put to much and he'll come to quick," Liam explained.

Louis placed the towel on Zayn's head. Slowly Zayn came back to reality.

"What are you guys doing here?" Zayn said holding the towel to his forehead.

"We came to talk to you, and found you on your bed with drugs in your system," Niall explained.

"Yeah! And what the hell is that about?! Since when do you do drugs?!" Liam intervened.

"Since I decided to. What's it to you?! It's my business," Zayn said as he grabbed the cup of water from Niall.

"It's my business cause you're apart of the band. What kind of message will this send to the fans! To the world!" Liam exclaimed.

"I don't care!" Zayn said as he got up from his bed and replaced his water with beer. Liam flagged his nostrils and widened in anger, "Well we do!" He said gesturing to himself and the boys, "Drugs hurt people. They kill. This is not only about our image it's about you! You can't destroy your life like this. And for what? Because Dinah dumped you? Well let me tell you something! Girls aren't really worth it Zayn! They belittle you and hurt you! They think we're the bad guys but in all actuality they can be to. Just forget about her. She's not worth all of this..." Liam said as Zayn finished up his beer.

Zayn smashed the bottle on the counter. He took a piece from the ground and pressed it against his wrist and slowly dragged it across. Blood emerged and trickled to the floor.

"What in the bloody hell filled fuck are you doing?!?!?!" Liam screamed as he rushed over to Zayn and grabbed the glass, "Clean this up!"

Zayn gave a slight chuckle.

"What are you laughing at?" Liam seethed as he cleaned up some blood.

"We tell our self harming Directioners to never cut. But maybe we shouldn't. If the type of pain they're feeling is anything close to mine then it actually helps," Zayn said non-chalantly.

"No it doesn't. Nothing and no one is worth this..." Liam retorted.

Zayn pulled his arm away and stood up, "Dinah is! Dinah's worth everything in this world! And I had to go a fuck it up! You keep saying she's not worth this. And you're wrong! She's worth everything and so much more! WITHOUT her everything is worthless!" Zayn screamed.

Everyone stood in shock at Zayn's sudden outburst.

But Liam just shook his head and signed sadly, "Fine. I can't argue with your opinion, but your going to need to stop all of this," Liam said pointing to the drugs and Zayn's wrist.

"Or what?" Zayn taunted.

"Or you're out of the band."

Everyone stared at Liam in disbelief.

"You can't do that! I'm Zayn Malik. It won't be One Direction without Zayn Malik."

"It can and it will if this doesn't stop," Liam seethed.

"I'm not gonna stop. It's the only good thing in my life. But you're not kicking me out. Oh no no no, because I quit," Zayn stated.

Now it was time for everyone to stare at Zayn in disbelief.

"Zayn. You can't quit," Harry started. "Who will prank with me?" Niall asked genuinely concerned. "Yeah. Niall needs you. We all need you," Louis said.

Zayn was about to say something but Liam butted in.

"We don't need him. Come on lets go. He's chosen his life," Liam said as he walked out the door with red eyes.

The boys stayed and gave Zayn a hug before leaving. They could hear Liam down the hall, "Get down here now!"

"Bye Zayn," the Boys said in unison. "See ya..." Zayn said as he shut the door. Shutting One Direction out of his life as well.

You know what to do! :) Love ya babes!!!

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