ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴏɴꜱᴛᴇʀ//ꜱᴇʙᴀꜱᴛɪᴀɴ ᴍɪᴄʜᴇᴀʟɪꜱ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

chocolate cake

"bocchan i request to leave this manner once you and the butler leaves" i sigh." i have to take care of my hunger problem. i already put luke to bed so I'll get quick so he won't notice" damn it all. the most humiliating thing I'll ever do.asking permission from a child to leave this manor!

"i thought ghouls can survive without food for 2 months at the least" he spoke in boredom, not bothering to look at me

"well you do your homework" he moved his papers out of the way.his cold eyes staring at me, unamused." what? i have humor still. i won't just turn dull just because i work here.besides i have to entertain a child" i mumbled under my breath.he still kept his glare on me "earlier i had to eat some human food with the kid and now I'm having little hunger problems because of it.the last thing i would want is to be killed by human food" i crossed my arms, returning his glare.

he lets out a sigh "fine, return before i do. and clean yourself up, before the servants see you" he lifts up his papers to his face, going back to work.

"i wasn't planning if they did see me, i would have to kill them" i turned and walk to the door."thank you bocchan"

"would you stop calling me that" i turn my head back at him

"why?the kid and i find it fitting on you, bocchan. also, i left a piece of chocolate cake in the kitchen for you, grumpy pants" i exited the room before he could speak." troublesome humans " i mumbled to myself as i walked down the hallway.

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i pulled my coat tighter around me as a cold gush of air flew past me. i walked down the streets of London, my eyes moving around to find who will be my next meal. my hand fell over my stomach, as it had the feeling of being stabbed repeatly.i groaned as i stumbled to an alleyway.i shoved my fingers in my mouth, pushing deeper to my throat.

at this point i was puking out coffee mixed with cake pieces, i stared at the puke mess between my feet.i chuckled to myself as i wiped my mouth "that kid will be the end of me" i found it rather strange that i already grown close to the kid within the week i first met him.the poor child, so innocent, he doesn't deserve to be on this lovely earth we call home.

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"miss, this is really tasty!" luke exclaims.his mouth covered in cake pieces, he had a full cheek of cake, clearly he was taught manners. the full cheek made him look like a chipmunk in the middle of filling its mouth of acorns for the winter. i grabbed a napkin and wiped his mouth gently due to the healing bruises on his face.

"your such a messy eater" i smiled softly.his eyes moved to my piece of cake

"but you didn't eat yours yet" i look at my plate, my cake still untouched. i didn't think a kid like him would notice honestly. my fingers held the fork before stabbing a small piece "do you not like cake?" i look at his big blue curious eyes.how could i refuse even after what he confessed, how could i?

i stabbed a bigger piece and stuffed it in my mouth.right when the disgusting thing touched my tongue, my gag reflexes immediately reacted.i covered my mouth with the fork, before immediately swallowing while i pretended to chew.

"i-its very good" i smiled trying to hide my digust. he smiled brightly

"i know! you are really good at it.my mom couldn't cook before she was always gone, i hope you can teach her when she comes to get me" i only rested my hand on his head.my fingers ruffling his black hair.now that i sat alone with him, no one within a radius.his scent, slightly bitter but still sweet like a human.

he couldn't be a half-ghoul, if he was then he wouldn't be able to enjoy the cake. him being a full ghoul is the least likely.but strangely he's not fully human, what is his other part?he doesn't the bright green eyes like Adrian or grell.nor does he need glasses.if he was a angel, 'god' wouldn't let him live the way he did.was he born inhuman?but he grew up as a human, and he lock the inhuman part of him away?

will him being around supernatural unlock it?

"yeah kid...i'm sure she would like that"

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i clap my hands together softly as my eyes closed shut. i gave a quick prayer for the humans i devoured. i open my eyes and stared at the dead bodies.i refused to let the demon take over my emotions. Despite hating humans and demons, i need to act as much 'human' as i can.i walk outside of the family's house. dipping my hands in their water well, i began washing the blood off of my skin. thankfully i didn't get blood on my clothes or it'll be troublesome to wash.

my nose caught the scent of another human's blood nearby."was someone killed?" i muttered, following the scent/

it tore a hole in the cloak, it's bright colors lighting around me under the bright moon.i grinned before jumping towards the town square, where the good ones are normal at especially in this time of day.

i walk down the road with my kagune gone. the smell of other ghouls roaming around filled my nose with such bitterness.i pull on my hood in case it fell, i fixed the mask that covered half my face. hearing small sounds of the chattering of the humans who are still awake at this time.i lick my lips, then a scent of a man who seems to be alone and drunk.a grin appeared on my lips as i followed the scent.

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"bochan?" i found myself with ciel and sebastian."is this the killer's house or something?" i raised a brow

"y/n?what the bloody hell are you doing here!" the small boy yelled in annoyance.

"y/n!" i turn my head to see luke running towards me with a tired look on his face.

"kid?what the heck are you doing here?" i panicked as he engulfed me in his small arms."hey kid!"

"i saw you leave and i thought you went with bochan and scary man" he yawned "i couldn't sleep so i was going to ask you to sing me a song-" luke went silent when a scream cut him off. he watched the blue-haired kid slammed the door open

"oi!" i yelled but already the female body fell in front of him.i slammed my hand over luke's eyes.

"ow that hurt miss" he whined, placing his cold hands over mine. "what happened?"

"nothing, bochan's pants fell down" i lied "your tired, right?come on" i tried to speak louder then the butler and the killer.i took off my coat, but since i had to use both arms.i used my body to block his vision, i wrap my coat around him, making sure his head was covered. "you'll get sick" i held luke in my arms as i softly sang him a song as i slowly walked down the alleyway..i only had his eeys peeking out, his eyes on me as i sang softly for him. "Just close your eyes, the sun is going down.You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now. Come morning light, you and I'll be safe and sound-"

"aww what a beautiful song!i didn't know you could sing so beautiful!" luke's eyes widen as he stares at behind me

"miss, behind you-!" i blocked his view with my head, i let my kagune escape my back.my kagune blocked the killer's attack, i kept my eyes closed.

"Just close your eyes, you'll be alright. Come morning light, you and I'll be safe and sound" i sang to him,i pushed his head to my chest, i lifted up my head and turned around to face the killer. i glared at the red-haired man who kept trying to attack my kagune."stop it grell, or i'll report you to William and he'll kick your butt" i glared at him.

"where is your sense of fun?you used to be so fun, always backing me up" he complained, swinging his chainsaw faster."is it because of that child? shall i kill him for you and release you from him!" he grins as he leaped up in the air with his chainsaw aimed for the child in my arms.as he was falling midway, i flicked him away like a dust particle.i watched him go flying towards the brick wall."that hurts!"