Chapter 7
Kali Iris's POV
I laid awake in my bed aching in gruesome pain, my cuts finally stopped bleeding. I eventually knew I would have to pick out the shards of glass in my skin. Most if them feel out but the others I didn't even bother to try to take out. I turned my head to see it was now morning, sunlight faded my newspaper, light still shone in. I haven't done this in awhile, my pills, they just help me get through the day. When my mother actually cared I was prescribed to a anxiety pill. It was for right after my father had gotten Ill. I was on my last leg with the few I had left. I groaned as I rolled off my bed, literally. I rolled and landed with a thud on the ground. I searched and searched for the bag I dumped them in. Aha! got em.
"Kali? kali open up" I knew who that voice belonged too. My best-worst friend.
"Yeah I'm in here. But I'm not dressed" that seems to be my go to lie
"Like I haven't seen you naked nefore, we are best friends. Come one open up" she knocked harder and yelled with her shrilly voice, while I was scrambling to get the dried blood legs and arms cleared up and get rid of my clothes. Also my blades and other junk laying around my room.
Basically I wear black everyday so I bet you can imagine what I wore today. Long sleeve black shirt and black skinny jeans. I took one last glance at my room and saw it looked pretty clean. I unlocked the door and let her in.
"Where's your hope box thingy?" she immediately asked.
"Ummm my closet probably" I mumbled and pointed to my boring wardrobe in the corner.
"Good because once I get a pen and paper you're gonna love me" she shrieked, a little too loud for me.
"Okay?" I watched her shuffle through the notes.
"Sodapop is like a god, do you think he actually likes you? I mean I know you're like in love with him but if he doesn't make a move soon you should tap someone else" she basically just crushed my dreams.
"Well, I don't know I can't see myself with anyone" I shrugged.
"Well not when you wear so much black. You look gothic" she playfully slapped me. But that joke hit me more like an insult
"Oh you just shut your trap. What are you adding anyways?" I asked curiously
"You know that captain of the football team well the girl I sit next to in world history has a brother that is the ball boy and he has a cheer leader girlfriend that has a friend" "enough" I interrupted her. "That's too much for me to handle" I pressed my fingers to my temples "well her friend is dating Josh's friend." I must have looked so lost.
"Josh is the captine, I guess he's like in love with you" I snorted
"How could anyone possibly be in love with me?" I asked sighing because no one ever will. "He's a soc anyways"
"Do you always have to be so depressing like I swear last week you were perfectly happy now you act like you slit your wrists anyways socs are a lot cuter than those filthy greaser" she laughed so loud china could probably hear her.
"That's not funny" I mumbled barely audible.
"Come on it's hilarious. People that cut are just asking for so much attention" she sighed and flicked her switch blade out and perfected to cut snickering every time.
"Come on stop that.... Some people really suffer from that" I said on the verge of tears.
"What ever you're no fun. Now I'm gonna head out because I have plans with my boy friend. I'm taking this too. I'm gonna fill it with new and better thoughts" she kissed my cheek and began towards the door.
"You don't own me. I control my thoughts give me the notes. Oh and hey, you're a greaser, don't go acting like you aren't one." I almost yelled, my voice cracking from anger.
"Alright. I'm better than a greaser, I just don't have a lot of money"" she dumped out the notes in my garbage can. "There have your notes. But trust me by the end of junior year you're gonna be a new person. You'll be just like me" she giggled and left my house.
No one needs two Sara's. I don't exactly know why I'm friends. I guess she's a good listener when she wants to be. When it's just us we have an amazing time but when others come in at school she's a bitch basically.
A/n
Sara is a total bitch but we will understand in the next chapter. Sorry for such a wait, I actually had this written but thought I was gonna add too it but I'm just gonna make that another chapter. So look out for the next chapter it should be good.
THE GANG NEEDS TO BE IN THIS MORE. IM FAILING AT THAT PART BUYTTTYY BESIDES THAT WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?
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Broken to Pieces
Fiksi PenggemarKali Iris has had enough. She's on her breaking point. Sodapop isn't aware of her self harm and it might be too late to before he finds out. All rights go to S E Hinton.