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"Autumn! Please we need to talk!" A fist pounding came from outside the guest bedroom door.

"No!" I yelled, curled in a ball on the bed.

"AUTUMN I WILL BREAK DOWN THIS DAMN DOOR!" That terrified me.

"NIALL!" I screamed bloody murder. I was absolutely terrified while my emotions were all at whack.

"AUTUMN!"

"NIALL YOU'RE SCARING ME!" I sobbed my words out while yelling.

"You-you're scaring me." I cried harder into my knees. He had quickly got the door open and came right to me. Niall pulled my balled up body into his and he laid down.

"I'm sorry." He rapidly repeated.

"I love you." He kissed my forehead multiple times before I untangled my body from his arms.

"Get. Away from me." I breathed out as I ran downstairs. Rushing out the door, I collapsed. My knees fell weak under my body and I collapsed right there on the driveway, sobbing into my own hands. Niall soon joined my side and I denied him each time he wanted to touch me.

"No Niall. I gave you the best two years of my life for a stupid bet for money you don't need."

"Autumn. Listen to me. I was drunk, I was stupid, I didn't know. You're my life. If you run away I will never be the same. I will think about to day and night. You, Autumn, you're it. I'm done looking I'm done. You're the one. The only one for me. The only one for my future kids, the only one for my future grand kids,"I laughed quietly,"there is it. You just did it. Every time you laugh and smile I fall in love all over again. Autumn please, please. I can't lose you. You can hit me. You can yell at me. You can even knock my teeth out. But please-" he paused to let a tear fall.

"God! Please don't take away the mornings when I wake up and you're wearing my shirt and making cereal for us and I come and wrap my arms around your tiny waist. Please don't take away the fresh scent of grapefruit and the fall breeze of your hair away from me. Please let me see that smile every day; hear that laugh. How big your mouth gets when you laugh too. Don't take the clicking noise you make in your sleep. Don't take away how I can rub your back or sing you to sleep sometimes. Don't take my sweet movie cuddlier. Don't take my number one Ben Rector fan,"I laughed slightly," And please," he closed his eyes,"please don't take away your kisses."

He really does love me. He cried, he's noticed all the little things.

I wiped his cheek of his tears and smiled at him.

"You really do love me." I said.

"More than you could ever know. It's a stupid bet. Please don't leave me Autumn."

"Never." He wrapped his arms around my body and held me close. He held me tighter because he was afraid of losing me.

"Niall you're not gonna lose me. But you will if you squeeze me so tight you kill me Horan." He set me down.

"Sorry." His cheeks became red, but they already were.

"I'm just so sorry. Believe me, I wanted to call off that bet the moment I laid eyes on you. That's when I knew, you're mine."

"Now I realize, Niall. You're mine. And I love you." I held him one more time before we laid down on the driveway looking up at the light gray sky. No sun, cold weather.

Niall slyly placed his hand into mine and we stared up, not speaking a word.

"What're we gonna name our children someday?" I asked.

"Hmmm, I was thinking something like Summer or Winter?" Niall joked looking over at me.

"Shut up!" I smacked him.

"Sorry sorry!" He laughed and leaned over for a kiss. But I intensified it. Turning a small kiss, into a large one.

Sorry. I haven't been on. Tonight was one of the only nights I didn't have homework and I'm tired and going to sleep. Goodnight all you people! Austin concert this weekend, One Direction October 1st. So pumped. SORRY FOR THE LACK OF WRITING IN THIS CHAPTER IM JUST REALLY TIRED AND INERD TO SLEEP! Bye!

-dee

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