Originally published 2/14/2019
Is this what it feels like?
. . .
All the girls look pretty
Several men are handsome too
But I do not crave their touch
To touch me intimately
To cuddle me fondly
And with adoring awe
But I can only feel them as a friend
A peer, to share ideas and plans
. . .
Sex feels like an obligation;
A reaction.
I do not crave it
From myself
From others
From anything.
I explore so I can know my body;
Not so I can please another.
. . .
Perhaps, there is one
One who will make me feel
Make me feel like the world wants
The one that will bring me love
To love being in love.
But how can I find them
(how can they find me)
When I can not feel that basic human emotion?
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Kessie's Short Stories
Short StoryA collection of short stories I've written, but can't justify making them their own story on Wattpad. Multi-fandom OCs are rampant Pairings will be marked There are some original stories included Original post/finish dates are added, if available