》Starved《Fack

Chapter 11: A Dares a Dare

Finn's P.O.V

"I'm not confused about my sexuality anymore." I said with a smile.

"Oh." Jack said quietly and looked out to the stars. "D-Did you like it?" I asked and he jerked his head towards me. "What, the kiss?" He said. "Yes." I replied as I ran my thumb across the top of his knuckles. "I liked it. You're good at it. I've never kissed anyone before so I'm sorry if I wasn't good." He said softly.

"No no don't be sorry." I said. Sure the kiss was a little sloppy. He was trying to hard, but I'll never tell him that, it would embarrass him. It was so adorable. "What does this make us?" He asked. "What do you mean?" I tried playing dumb. "Oh, I mean like... What are we? Are we friends or are we more than that? You don't have to answer I just... I want to know." He asked.

"I don't know yet if I'm being honest, but we are going to figure it out... together." I  said and squeezed his hand. He laid his head on my shoulder with a shaky breath. I can tell he's still hesitant when it comes to touching but he's getting better so thats good. It has to be his dads fault that he's like this- scared of everything and everyone... Scared of people touching him because of the way his father touches him.

I'm going to do everything I can to help him. "Jack. I'm glad we got to do this." I said and wrapped my arm around his waist. "Me too." He whispered. We sat in silence staring at the lovely view in front of our exploring eyes. We don't need to be having a conversation with each other to enjoy ourselves. It's beautiful up here and we are both just living in the moment. It's such a nice feeling honestly.

"The stars are so beautiful." Jack said. "Not as beautiful as you." I said with a smirk. Jack crossed his legs and placed one hand on my thigh. God. I felt my pants getting a bit tight and bit my lip. Oh god. Please don't get hard in front of him. I placed my hand on top of his once again and began and moving our hands through the air to get his hand off of my thigh.

"So, Jack tell me more about yourself. I wanna know more about you." I said. "Well, my favorite color is yellow... I really like listening to music. I don't know I'm not a vert interesting person. Can we talk about you instead?" He asked desperately trying to change the topic. "Yeah, of course we can." I said.

"Umm... My favorite color is gray. I like music too. I can play the guitar actually." I informed. "You can? That's awesome! You should play for me some time." He said and he sounded really excited about it. "Definitely. Aren't you spending the night tonight?" I asked. "Yeah." He said quietly.

"Awesome. I'll play for you in morning, my mom will probably be alseep when we get there." I said and looked back out at the twinkling stars. They are so beautiful, but Jack's more beautiful. "Do you mind if we go down to the lake real quick?" I asked. "Oh sure." He said and stood up.

"Here I'll go down first just in case you fall or something I wanna be down there to catch you." I said and climbed down the wood ladder that I probably could've made way sturdier than I did. Once I got to the bottom I asked Jack to climb down. I'm not gonna lie, part of the reason I asked for him to come down after me is so I could stare at his ass. His ass is so nice.

I looked up at him as he climbed down slowly. "Nice view, Grazer." I joked- actually, it's not really a joke. It's a very VERY nice view. "Please don't stare..." He said and I looked down. Why did I have to go and say that? Fucking idiot. Once he got down I walked over to him and took his hand into mine. "I'm sorry. I was joking I didn't mean to upset you." I said and he blushed.

"It's fine..." He said and avoided eye contact. Damn it I made him uncomfortable. We walked over to the lake in silence and I picked up a thin stone. "Do you know how to skip a stone?" I asked as I skipped it. Four times to be exact. He shook his head no and I frowned. I walked behind him and went put my arm around his waist, but he took a step forward.