》Starved《Fack

Chapter 25: Dizzy Patches

Jack's P.O.V

"Am I taking you to your house or Finns?" Jaeden asked as we got into the car. "F-Finns but that's not actually my house." I said quietly and he chuckled lowly. "Hey, it's going to be okay, Jack. Finn loves you deeply, he's just a fu- he's an idiot sometimes." Jaeden said as he pulled out of the driveway.

"Yeah, I know." I said as I stared out the window with a blush in my face. "I'm sorry about that. I understand why you're upset but... In all honesty, maybe it was just a friendly gesture." Jaeden said as he turned down Finns road.

"Yeah watching a movie with her head on his chest and h-his arm around her shoulders seems toatlly friendly to me. I know they used to date!" I exclaimed.

"Look. I get it. I really really do I don't think you understand how much I understand. Wyatt and Finn are idiots but I love them both. I know Mille and Finn were friends but... before you get mad, you should talk to Finn. Tell him what you saw and ask him about it." Jaeden said as we pulled into the driveway.

"I'll help you inside." He said and he turned off the car. He got out and came over to the passenger door. He opened and grabbed my hand to help me out of the car. I didnt say anything but I was having trouble with my walking. I'm still feeling funny and dizzy.

"Hey, be careful Jack." Jaeden said and we walked to the front door. It was unlocked and we headed to Finns room. I laid onto the bed and moaned from the pain in my aching head. "M-My head hurts so bad!" I cried. "Shh shh... It's going to be okay. I know it hurts but you'll be okay..." Jaeden at down on the end of the bed.

"You know I can't stay here forever but I'll stay until Finn comes back." Jaeden said quietly. "T-Thanks, I appreciate it and all but I think I'll be okay." I shook my head no. "Jack, you're still drunk and I really don't think you need to be left alone right now." He said.

"Do you not trust me?" I asked. "Jack, you didn't get out of the hospital to long ago. You shouldn't have been dragged out of the house and gotten drunk." He said. "So? I-I'm fine I just regret it kinda but Finnie really wanted to go." I said as I rubbed my forehead.

"I know I know... Talk to him about it. About everything." He said as he rubbed my ankle. "I will... I'm scared though. What if he cheats on me with Millie?" I closed my eyes. "He won't, and if he does I'll stab him in the chest 27 times with a very HOT and shap blade covered in posion." Jaeden said.

"Jeez you are so aggressive!" I said with a slight smile. "Psh, whatever. That's the least I could do. I could do so much worse." Jaeden said. "Oh, I believe you." I smiled. "When do you think Finn will be here?" I asked. "I dunno buddy but I'm prepared to have to stay the whole night if he doesn't come back until morning." He said.

Finns P.O.V

"Ew who threw up all over my kitchen?!" Wyatt exclaimed. "Throw up?" I let go of Millie and walked into the kitchen. "Oh god where's Jack at?" I asked as I walked around the puke and ran into the hallway. I looked into every room and he was no where to be seen.

"He left like fifteen minutes ago. Didn't you see him walk out?" Chosen said. "What!? No I didn't! Oh god I hope he's okay!" I reached into my pocket and grabbed my keys. "Relax, Jaeden was with him I'm sure he's just fine." Chosen reassured. "I've gotta go guys." I said.

"You're leaving me? I just got back, Finnie! Please stay here..." Millie said. "I'm sorry I have to go. Jack is important to me." I said. I still dont know how to tell her I'm gay an shave a boyfriend. What if she hates me? She is a very important person to me after all.

"Okay but we need to hang out soon!" She came over and hugged me and kissed my cheek. I ran out to my car and pulled out my phone quickly.

Finn: Jaeden is Jack okay?

Jaeden: I mean he just threw up on your bed but other than that yeah he's OKAY.

Finn: I'm on my way.

Jaeden: He needs you.

Finn: I'm coming.

I drove as quick as possible and I finally made it home. I parked next to Jaeden and ran inside. I ran up to my room and to Jack. I pulled him into a forced hug and he cried onto my shoulder. "I'm so so sorry baby boy..." I cooed. He didnt say anything he just cried. I did try and calm him down a little bit.

"Thanks for taking him here. I had no clue where he had went I was hanging out with Millie and I just got lost track of things." I said. "I guess I get it... but you need to take care of him. Get him a bath or a shower and then help him to sleep. I put your sheets in the wash by the way." Jaeden said.

"Thank you so much." I said. "Of course. Take care you two. See you at school Monday." He said with a sad smile as he exited my room. "Jackie are you okay?" I asked and he hugged me tightly. "No! No no no! I feel sick, my head hurts, my tummy hurts EVERYTHING hurts!" He cried and I kissed his cheek softly.

"Do you need a bath?" I asked. "I've NEVER taking a fucking bath ever again in my life!" He shouted. "Jack hey... It's going to be okay. How about a shower baby?" I asked. "Y-Yes please..." Jack said softly. I picked up Jack and took him into the bathroom. I turned the water on and made sure it was warm.

I helped him get off his clothes and step into the shower. "S-Stay here." He said. I sat down on the sink and swung my legs back and fourth. "I'm not going anywhere, Jack." I said as I felt tears forming in my eyes. What kind of boyfriend am I? The worst kind.

"Why did you leave me? I was alone the whole entire time..." Jack asked quietly. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have. I don't know what I was thinking I was just excited to see Millie again..." I said and wiped my silent tears. "I know but I still was all alone. Do you even know what that's like? It sucks and I hate it." Jack stated.

"I don't really know what it's like. I'm sorry that I made you go through that. All of that." I said and I really do feel bad... "I forgive you." Jack said. "R-Really? I dont think I deserve your forgiveness..." I said. "We don't deserve alot of things..." Jack said.

"I know Jack. Thank you for forgiving me." I said and let out a sigh of relief. "Finn...?" Jack said. "What is it?" I asked. "I saw you with your arm around Millie. Were you cheating on me? Be honest." Jack said in a serious tone.

"No. I was just hanging out with her I promise." I said and the water turned off. Jack got out and wrapped a towel around his body. He stood inbetween my thighs and kissed me. "I believe you." He whispered. "Before I let you go... We need to talk." He said. I nodded and let him keep talking.

"You need to make me a promise. I'm tired of being hurt and I can tell you're tired of hurting me. I'm done playing a game. I live with you now and that's a pretty serious thing. Promise me we are going to stop hurting each other and we are going to have a good relationship..."

"I promise." I said and stuck my pinky out. He intertwined our pinkys and I kissed him.

I'm going to fix everything and I'm going to start trying harder. I'm turning everything around right now.

A/N

Sorry I havent been updating as much as usual. I'm just really sad and I have alot going on. Im having some pretty vivid thoughts and its eating me up inside. I hope you guys understand and I'm sorry about the shitty chapter. I just wanted to give you guys something...