The Pain I'm In || Peter parker || [Completed]✔

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'MORE PEOPLE HAVE DIED
Because of us!!'

'People have suffered, because of our ignorance.'

'Lives were at steak because Of the one thread of nature had to be pulled.'

'To be strone around our necks and Strangle us to death, unless We agree to our fate.'

'Unless we let our fate take over us. Because We were robbed of our childhood and happiness we've been forced to become a hero.'

I slashed the blade across my arms, over and over again until I my arms were hidden behind Two thick sleeves of blood.

I found myself hiding away in the closet, an hour before my alarm decides to wake.

I couldn't get those Images out of my mind, and i couldn't bare to let it go.

It was our fault may was gone,
It was our fault our parents Left
It was our fault a family had been shattered. A rather Small one, but a family none the less.

The world seem Bitter and cold;
But never would I imagine something this horrifying happening, let alone Before my very eyes.
I just couldn't stop Ruining lives for some reason.

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3rd person

Slowly days came as quickly as they left. Every evening Peter was Beaten to a pulp by Michael, for Just about everything that's ever involved the two getting stuck together, forced to live as a family.

Every night Michael would drink, and make a mess. Leaving pill bottles and purple coated Plastic cups.
Syringes Condom rappers. Even Empty Chip bags. Eventually Peter gave up on keeping things clean.

He'd go to school fake a smile, fade out away from the cloud.
He'd go to The tower for lab days, and try as hard as possible to put on a fake smile.

But Everyone, noticed his Wincing. Everyone noticed his Wardrobe in which seemingly consists of Long sleeved shirts and jackets.

Even when the weather started Heating up, he'd wear long sleeves. This concerned Tony on a number of levels.

Not to mention the news story of Spider-Mans failed attempt at Saving a women and her baby.
Or the Sudden disapearance of spider-man all together.

Now this Raised an awful lot of red flags from Tony's perspective, but he's still working on the mini cam.

Tony is doing everything humanly possible, to get proof Of this man's evil actions; although The Mini cam is basically useless if not designed Into a more thorough and professional type of tech.

He could've so easily spied on Peter's whereabouts from the nanny cam hidden in Peter's, suit- but since Spider-Mans disapearance, he couldn't observe him Considering the fact that The camera is apart of the suit. It can't just latch onto his body.

But this one can.

Eventually as He became absorbed into his work, he Drifted his Focus off the teen. And boy was this wrong.

He felt his phone buzz and Quckly called his A.I. to answer, concern struck his heart when a voicemail starts playing.

Peter Started speaking, as if he knew every word he was preparing to speak would hurt him more physically rather than emotionally.

His voice came out shakily; yet solemn. "Hey...Mr...stark..."

"I uh..." He gave a light, anxious chuckle; that was more or less just a sorrowful sigh, before continuing. "Alot of stuff has happened. I've faced things that were traumatic, and overwhelming. I-I stare death right in the face; every day every night."

"I-I just.....I thought I could do it Mr. Stark. I-I was so stupid. To think I could actually save people with my abilities." He shook his head, gritting his teeth. A gentle stream of tears pooled down his cheeks; his eyes glossed with fear, and saddness as he gulped back the lump in his throat.

"I know you probably won't listen to this. I mean you're iron man. You're a billionaire with way more important things to worry about, than some mutated street rat."

"I-I just want you to know, I've always looked up to you. You were like a father to me...you know since I didn't really get much of a chance with mine. You were there for me, like no one in my life ever was...you were the light of hope that guided me through this dark world."

"I-I um... I thank you for that..."

"I'm sorry for messing up all of the time, I'm sorry for trying to Change this world for The better; because I just know I only make things worse. I'm sorry for my irresponsible actions, and I'm sorry if I've ever doubted you-"

"-I'm sorry for Lying to you, every Day. I'm sorry for ruining your reputation. Im sorry for the deaths of All of these people on my watch. I'm sorry for Not being the hero, you wanted. And for being a useless...mutant child-"

"-I'm sorry for being unable to fake this happiness for so long. I'm sorry for Not being Strong enough. I'm sorry, I-I'm just so sorry. "

"I-I'm sorry."

"I need to make it to where, no one can feel this pain. I-I need to make it to where no one has to lose their life because I was weak."

"Because I couldnt save them."

"M-Miachael has it out for me. I wouldn't worry for his concern though. There won't really be a point to worry after tonight.
Like I already said...you've always been l-like a dad to me."

"God, it feels weird saying that out loud. It's not like you'll actually hear this...but...still..."

"I-Ive looked up to you ever since the day you saved me. Remember that petty to mask I wore?"

"I assumed it would protect me. You know; like yours did. Pretty stupid right?"

"You s-saved me that day."

"So um thank you." He clears his throat, sniffling. "Thank you for just being there...for not giving up on me..."

"You don't need to know me that well to know I'd never forget something like that. I'll never forget you. I never have, and I never will. Not when I was a mere child, not when all hope was lost. Not even when I draw my final breath. "

"I'm just..."

"I'm sorry I let you down...
Dad...I-I....."

"I love you."

"Goodbye."