The Pain I'm In || Peter parker || [Completed]✔

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Recap: (Peter's pov)

I bitterly throw on the hood I found in the dumpster- as well as the mask. And I climb the wall.

I pull my body upwards.

the rising- breathing- beat of my chest has my Adrenaline pumping.

I couldn't believe I was doing this.

I was doing something I hadn't done in so long...I couldn't fathom the possibility Of saving someone at this point in life.

But...But I've come so far.

I needed to do this.

Finally I made it to the top of the building.

We could end it all.
Right here right now.
We could save everyone.

"No."

The Worlds Slip from my mouth.

The wind brushes against my dampened bloodstained cheeks
As I dip forward.

The lights Around me Merge together- fading, however- thriving.

The Beating of life within my chest.

So surreal and so fragile.
This could've been it for me- just like it could be it for some other lost scared soul out there.

Even though I hated myself.
I hated the thought of giving up.

That's why- no matter how many times Life Hurls me into the Ground. No matter how many times I cry- cut- or heave.

I'm always going to get back up.

Because I am spider man.

Mere seconds before my body Could hit the asfault, I mash my thumbs against The center of my webshooters- before slinging myself Back into the air.

The sound of muffled screaming Finds its way into my Surroundings.

With that- I disperse into the Settled streats.

I'd forgotten The time- as well as who I was. I'd forgotten about leaving mr. Stark behind...and my friends..I'd forgotten what I was going through- and what I've wanted for so long.....I've forgotten that I'd wished for my own demise.

For a second- I even found myself forgetting about those I've lost.

But my past always finds its way back to me.

One way or another.

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Natasha's pov

SINCE PETER'S DISSAPEARANCE,
the tower has fallen into Silence.
Usually something around here happens; whether it's Peter and Tony Working in the lab downstairs, or any major criminal activity in new York.

In speaking of such...
"Since the disappearance of spider-man, criminal activity in queens Manhattan has heightened.

Deputies At the NYPD complain that There are so many possibilities Of muggings, and Short term roberies- as well as reportings of tragic animal deaths- are becoming to much to handle.

Bruce and Steve who had been focused on reading the paper, and cleaning Syringes- immidiately move their focus to the TV.

Despite Our citizens Becoming over taken with wonder- on the whereabouts of Spider-man, it seems there is someone out there trying to right as many wrongs as possible.