But, I love you...

Stop

All of a sudden, Maks dunked me underwater. When I came up, I shook my head back and forth, my wet hair hitting him in the face.

"Ouch!" Maks yelled playfully.

"Sorry baby." I giggled, my legs still on his hips.

"No, sorry doesn't cut it. It's payback time." Maks smirked.

He quickly threw me into the water and I splashed him once I came up.

We splashed each other for a couple of minutes before Maks pulled me close to his bare chest.

"What?" I giggled.

"You're beautiful." He pecked my lips. "Let's go inside." His eyes darkened a little.

"Mmkay." I mumbled as we walked through the water and up to the blanket. After grabbing our clothes, we walked up the steps to the house and walked inside, soaking wet. I shivered as the air condition hit my wet and naked body, Maks noticed immediately.

"You can take a shower if you'd like." Maks smiled, surprisingly keeping his eyes locked on mine.

"I have nothing to wear." I shrugged.

"You can borrow one of my t-shirts," he came closer to me, pushing me up against the wall. "And wear those black lace underwear you were wearing earlier." Our lips were centimeters apart and I could feel him hardening against me. "Or nothing at all." He finished, pecking my lips.

"Hmm" I murmured, biting my bottom lip.

'God he's sexy and so so hot!' I thought to myself as he moved his hips closer to me. Maks began to leave tiny kisses down my neck, gently sucking at my pulse point. My body shivered as he made his way down to my collarbone, nibbling slightly. I moaned quietly and Maks smiled against my sensitive skin. Maks kissed in between my breasts and down towards my navel.

When he came back up, our lips met in a passionate kiss and I felt him against my stomach. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. As he carried me into the bedroom, I felt a nervous pit in my stomach, something I shouldn't feel in this moment.

Maks lied me down on the bed as he climbed on top of me, kissing my neck and collarbone, slowly moving his way down.

"Mmmm....Baby." I moaned in pleasure.

'Did I just moan? That's soo embarrassing!' I thought to myself, blushing uncontrollably.

'I've never been touched and kissed like this before. This is amazing, but something isn't right.'

Before I knew it, Maks' bare chest was rubbing against mine. I was thinking way too much to notice him pushing deeper and deeper inside of me.

"Maks." I said urgently.

'I gotta stop him, this is way too uncomfortable. It's against everything I believe in, everything my parents had taught me. I've never done this before, I've never had sex before. I can't.' I heard Maks gasp as I moaned again.

"Stop, Maksim, stop..." Maks noticed this time and hovered above me, confused.

"I can't... I can't do this Maks. It's too much, can we just take it slow?" Maks sighed, as a pang of guilt hit me like a rock. He climbed off of me and lied beside me, still breathing heavily. Maks looked disappointed and I felt really bad.

"I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry." I placed my hand on my forehead, I could feel the crease that showed up when I was worried.

"Did I do something?" Maks' breathing had calmed down a bit and he covered us up.

"No, babe. It's just me, I'm not ready for something like that. I mean we just got together today and you've already seen me naked. And I've...I've never done this before." I finished quietly.

"What do you mean you've nev- oh. Why didn't you tell me before? I would've stopped, I didn't know. I'm sorry, baby." He pulled me closer to him and I lied my head on his chest.

Maks started to draw shapes on my back as I started to fall asleep, peacefully in his arms.

Life was perfect.