Falling For A Superstar (L.T)

Chapter 30. Wasted Needs

PERRIE'S POV

Liam and Leigh had found Nancy in a forest near London and had taken her to the hospital. When me and Zayn got there, it already was past midnight. We got to the hospital as soon as possible and hurried to find Leigh-Anne and Liam.

We saw them both sitting on the hospital chairs with worried looks on their faces.

Perrie: Liam, Leigh! How is Nancy?
Leigh-Anne: The doctor said there's not much to be worried about and... God, Perrie I literally can't talk! I'm shaken up!
Zayn: Liam? Can you tell us?
Liam: Me and Leigh-Anne were around that forest and she offered to go there and look for Nancy there. I refused to go there at first but then I saw Nancy's bag on the ground and decided to check the forest. That's when we found her. She was unconscious...
Perrie: At least you managed to take her to hospital on time... What did the doctor say again?
Liam: She has to stay in hospital until the day after tomorrow. She has just caught a cold, it's not something very serious. We have to look after her for awhile.
Zayn: Thank God it's just a cold. Can you imagine how many serious things could have happened to her?
Leigh-Anne: Oh sh!t, guys! We forgot to call Jade, Jesy, Niall and Harry! They're probably still looking for Nancy!
Zayn: Oh, right! Don't worry I will call them.

Zayn called them and after about half an hour they were all here. We stayed for an hour or 2 and then I told everyone to go home and rest, but Jade insisted on staying with me so me and Jade stayed in the hospital in case Nancy woke up and needed something.

Oh how angry I was with Louis and Eleanor for causing all of this. Nancy is such an amazing person and she doesn't deserve any of this pain...

LOUIS' POV

THE FOLLOWING DAY

The next morning I felt like sh!t. I had too much to drink last night and I couldn't even remember anything from yesterday.

The hangover was killing me. My whole body ached especially my head. I was too lazy to even open my eyes.

I turned round in my bed and felt someone's presence. I quickly opened my eyes and saw Eleanor lying in my bed beside me.

I was shocked to see her in my bed. I tried to wake her up by shaking her shoulder. She opened her eyes and had that guilty look in her eyes.

Louis: What are you doing in my bed?
Eleanor: I knew you wouldn't remember anything in the morning... I'm such an idiot!
Louis: You're confusing me! Just tell me what the hell are you doing in my bed!
Eleanor: L-Louis...
Louis: Don't tell me we-
Eleanor: Yes, we did.
Louis: I can't believe this! As if me and Nancy breaking up wasn't enough and now this bullsh!t. How could this happen?!
Eleanor: You were too drunk, I had to take you home. I dragged you to your bedroom and then you wouldn't let me go and started to flirt... Then you kissed me...
Louis: No... This can't be true...
Eleanor: It's true... Then you pushed me down to your bed and we made love...
Louis: No! Stop talking!
Eleanor: I'm so sorry...
Louis: Are you kidding me? There's much I could do, Eleanor! I was f*cking wasted! But you?! You were sober! Why did you let it happen? You know damn well that I LOVE Nancy!
Eleanor: I admit I am guilty, Louis, but you can't put the whole blame on me! I tried to stop you many times but you were stronger than me! Plus, I still love you and it was hard for me to resist you!
Louis: Whatever. Get out of my room. I want to be alone.

She took her clothes from the floor and left my room. I couldn't believe I slept with my ex... She also had hickeys on her neck and it was me who gave them... But I couldn't even remember...

I got up, took a shower and got dressed. Then looked at the mirror to fix my hair and noticed that I had a hickey on my neck too... Holy crap...

I went downstairs and made a cup of coffee for myself and tried to remember yesterday's events.

Suddenly I remembered everything. I remember how I was drinking in the club when the boys and Perrie's squad came. I remember how angry Perrie was and how rude she spoke to me and Eleanor. I also remembered that they mentioned that Nancy was missing... Wait, what? I just realized that Nancy never got back home...

I felt so guilty... Guilty for everything... Nancy was missing because of ME. God knows where could she be... What if her stalker found her and did something bad to her? I promised to find a bodyguard for her, but I was too late... Everything is my fault... Even the fact that I slept with Eleanor... It is my fault too... It's not her fault I was wasted and used her for my needs... Damn, I feel like a manwh0re... Oh God, these thoughts are killing me...

I thought about it and figured that I was too harsh on Eleanor. I called out for her to say sorry, but I couldn't find her anywhere. Her things were gone too. She probably felt bad and left... But she didn't have anywhere to go, where could she go? And this also proves how much of a horrible person I am... What I did to Eleanor last night, can be considered as a sexual harassment, I know, in the end she didn't try to stop me, but it still doesn't change the fact that it was ME who pushed myself on her, it wasn't her fault at all...

A few minutes later I called Harry to ask about Nancy. I was worried sick about her...

Harry: Wow, I'm surprised to receive a call from you. I thought you would be hangover.
Louis: I am, but that's not what I called you for.
Harry: I don't have time, Louis. I'm going to the hospital. Just know that the way you spoke to Perrie yesterday made us all upset. I still can't believe you talked like that.
Louis: Haz, I'm so sorry. You know I was drunk, I didn't understand what I was saying. Oh, and I called you to ask about Nancy. Have you found her?
Harry: So now you care? For your information we spent HOURS looking for her at night while you were having fun in the club.
Louis: Harry, you are one of my best friends, you have to understand me. I had a reason to get drunk!
Harry: Of course we are best friends and I try to understand you, but I really can't. The fact that you secretly kept Eleanor at your apartment while being in relationship with Nancy, is unacceptable for me. God knows how many times you slept with her!
Louis: I didn't sleep with Eleanor! At least not when Nancy thought I did... It's just...yesterday something happened...
Harry: Gross. I don't wanna know the details. Bye, Louis, I really don't have time to hear you out.
Louis: But wait! You didn't say anything about Nancy!

Harry hung up on me and I had to call another one of my best friends. I wanted to call Zayn at first, but then I changed my mind because I knew that he would be mad at me for being rude to Perrie. So I called Niall.

Niall: Hey, mate.
Louis: Hi, Niall. I called to ask if you had found Nancy by now...
Niall: We did.
Louis: Really? Where was she? Is she okay?
Niall: Not really. Liam and Leigh-Anne found her in a forest unconscious. Now she is in hospital.
Louis: Oh my God... Send me the address of the hospital. I'm coming.