Falling For A Superstar (L.T)

Chapter 32. Jealousy

                      2 WEEKS LATER

                         NANCY'S POV

The last two weeks have been like hell to me. My mother was calling me everyday and I had to avoid her questions about me and Louis. A week ago she told me that she had already told my father about Louis and it made things even worse.

My father called me too, asking me to take Louis and go to my hometown so that my parents could meat my boyfriend. Oh, and no, I didn't tell my parents about our breakup.

I knew my parents too well to tell them that Louis cheated on me. My father would travel all the way to London just to kick Louis' sorry as$. So I decided to wait for some time before telling them the truth.

For the last 2 weeks I've been staying at Perrie's and Zayn's apartment. After I was out of hospital, Perrie wouldn't let me go to my place, she insisted to take care of me herself even though I didn't need to be taken care of.

Louis has been calling me non stop. I never answered any of his calls, but he wouldn't give up. Whenever I would go out with Perrie or the other girls, he would always appear out of nowhere and ask for forgiveness.

Zayn had told me the first part of the story, about how Eleanor wanted to commit suicide and all and that's why Louis took her to his place. I do believe he just wanted to help her, but I can't forgive him for not trusting me. He could've told me the truth, but he decided to keep it a secret.

It wouldn't be such a big deal if he wouldn't ACTUALLY cheat on me. He admitted himself. Once when I was taking a walk with Jesy, he appeared once again and told me everything about the night when he got drunk and slept with Eleanor.

That's what I can't forgive... Betrayal... He was the one who explained me how painful it was to be cheated on and now HE cheated on me. He couldn't forgive Eleanor for cheating on him, so why does he think that I can forgive him for doing the same thing to me that Eleanor did to him months ago?

The last time I saw Eleanor was when I was in hospital and I'm very glad she hadn't tried to contact me or something. I haven't received creepy messages or notes either.

I've been trying to make Perrie to let me go back to my house, but she insisted that I should stay at least for another week and arguing with Perrie is pointless so I agreed to stay another week.

The media has been going wild for a while now. In social media, neither Louis nor have I confirmed that we broke up, but paparazzi uploaded tons of pictures how Eleanor goes out and then comes back to Louis' apartment for a week and that's enough for them to figure out that we broke up.

Louis says that Eleanor left his house the day they came to apologise to me in the hospital, but honestly, I don't know if I should believe him. But the fact that paparazzi spotted her in LA a couple of days ago, gives me hope to believe that Louis isn't lying again.

Many TV hosts and paps have asked me to do an interview, saying that they want to discuss my first solo song and career, but I know exactly why they're so interested in interviewing me.

They just want to ask me a few questions about my career and stuff like that, but then they're going to ask about my relationship with Louis. But of course I rejected to be interviewed. I wasn't ready to talk about our break up in public yet.

Zayn said that One Direction has many requests of interviews too, but Modest! told them not to answer any questions about me and Louis yet, so I guess it's just fine now.

I had that weird feeling about Louis. I wanted to convince myself that I hated Louis, but it didn't seem to work. Deep down my heart, I still loved him just as much as I did before, and a part of me believed that he loved me too, but for my brain my confidence about being an independent woman came first.

I wanted Louis to be jealous of me just like I was when he defended Eleanor. Jesy suggested me to meet one of her hot friends and go on a date with him, but I remembered how ended Louis' plan when he wanted a revenge on Eleanor and decided not to make the same mistake that he did.

There has been spread rumours that Eleanor is pregnant, but I didn't know whether it was true or not. I even asked Louis about it, but he said that he couldn't contact Eleanor to ask her.

It mentally hurt me to think that Eleanor could be pregnant. But it wasn't impossible. They slept with each other and I wouldn't be surprised if the rumours are true. But thinking about Louis and Eleanor making a happy family was emotionally destroying me.

I had pictured me and Louis making a happy family with many children, a lot, and now when we aren't together anymore, all that thoughts were haunting me in my dreams. I barely slept since me and Louis broke up...