I Can't Find The Words To Say GOODBYE

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Sacré-Cœur, Paris, France....

"Ma'am, this way" wika ng isang babaeng sumundo sa akin. She's wearing a simple corporate dress at malamang ay ito ang secretary nya.

Kenneth was just at my side silently examining the surrounding. Agad kaming sumakay sa isang limousine.

"By the way ma'am, I'm Marianella Santana Madriaga, personal secretary of Mr. Jacob Andres de Sales." pormal na pagpapakilala nya sa akin. I just nodded as my response.

"Mr. de Sales wants to see you as soon as possible ma'am." she said.

"I know. Just tell him I need a nap." she nodded.

I ask Ken to hand me my phone. Nakita ko ang wallpaper ko which is me and Isaias' picture during first monthsary date. I miss him. Matagal pa raw ang byahe sabi ni Nella so I decided to read Isaias' messages noong wala pa kaming problema.

"Goodmorning my princess! Eat your breakfast and don't you dare to skip it or else magagalit ako?! Wake up... I Love You baby :*"

"Magalit ka man sa akin, Baby, kukulitin pa din kita. Bati na tayo please? Mahal kita"

"I wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad, carry you around when your arthritis is bad. All I wanna do, is grow old with you. I love You my Baby"

Hindi ko maiwasang mapaluha.

"Hey, you okay?" tanong ni Ken.

"Yeah. Just need a nap." I answered coldly.

"Here" inayos nya ang upo nya ay tinap ang kanyang lap sign na humiga ako sa hita nya.

Humiga nalang ako and i fell asleep.

de Sales Mansion...

"Hey, wake up. We're here already." i heard Ken as he slightly tap my shoulder.

"Oh, ok thanks" i simply said.

I saw Nella, Jacob's secretary opened the door for us.

"This way ma'am" she said as we walked on a long corridor.

The mansion looks like a palace, or maybe more than a palace. It's a little bit creepy but I found it impressive. Natigil ang pagkamangha ko nang marating namin ang isang grand door ng mansion. The guards opened it and we go straight to Jacob's office.

"I'll just leave you here ma'am." she said as she walk away.

"Ready?" Ken asked me.

"Yeah.." I said as the door opened.

Pinilit kong palakasin ang loob ko. Pinilit kong maging manhid. Alam ko matatapos kaagad to. I saw him sitting in a swivel chair while puffing a cigarette.

"What?" I asked.

"Leave us alone" he said. Alam kong si Ken ang pinapaalis nya.

"Wait, what? No! Kenneth will stay here!" I exclaimed.

"No. Its alright. Dito lang ako sa labas." he said then he went out.

Pagkalabas ni Ken ay agad na nagsalita si Jacob.

"Good. Akala ko mahihirapan pa ko sayo." he smirked.

"K. Why the fvck am I here? Anong kinalaman ko sa mga kahibangan mo, Jacob?" i asked.

"Kung gusto mong mapadali ang lahat, isa lang naman ang gusto ko...."

"Ano iyon?" I asked

"Be mine." He said in a warning tone. Ayoko. Im Isaias' property and no one can change that. Even Jacob or even the world.

"Be yours, eh? Haha you're insane. Never!" i shouted.

He stood up and walked towards me. The next thing i knew, his lips met mine and he's kissing me passionately. Pinilit ko syang itulak but I can't, masyado syang malakas.

"Move." he said between our kiss. He wants me to respond in his kiss. No. This can't be.

Maya-maya pa'y lumayo na sya. Siguro nainis na sya sakin dahil kahit anong gawin nya, hinding hindi ko sasagutin ang halik nya. Kahit na para sa kaligtasan ng mga mahal ko sa buhay ang nakataya, hindi parte ng trabaho ko ang maging kanya at kahit kaylan hindi mawawala ang pagmamahal ko kay Isaias. I am Isaias Vergara's property and his alone.

"Wanna die?" he said.

"Then kill me." i answered bravely.

"Great. Maybe not now, but soon, mapapasakin ka din. Get your things and you will move at my house."

"What? Bakit? I can share places with Kenneth!" i shouted.

"No. You will stay at my place and you will forget about that guy."

I should be brave. Kaya ko ang sarili ko at hinding hindi ako magpapadala sa kahibangan ni Jacob. Bago pa ako makapagsalita ay naunahan na nya ako.

"Early in the morning, you will start your job. But first, let me assure that you will do it properly. Step by step from morning until evening. Hindi kita pinepressure at gusto kong mabilib sa kung ano mang abilidad mo. Now go and rest, see you at my place at 7. May susundo sayo and wear nice dress." he said then walk away.

I was left dumbfounded. Hindi ko inaasahan na ganito ang magiging estado ko sa pagpasok ko sa mundong ito. Either I don't know what should I do and what will I face if ever na makapasok ako dito.

"Anong napag-usapan nyo?" Ken asked me.

"Anong pwedeng mangyari if ever na hindi ko sinunod ang gusto nya?"

"Simple. Ipipilit nya pa rin sayo." he simply answered.

"Oo nga pala, sa kanya na ko titira."

"Ok." sagot nya.

Ok lang? Ipapamigay nya ko ng ganun ganun lang? What the?