Jayde
My mind is reeling over the last few hours; Harry and I had sex in his office on his desk, i must admit i was surprised by my actions, i hadn't really thought about doing anything with Harry, the kiss was already pushing it considering hes technically still in a relationship with Jana or whatever that girls name is. Even i can admit to myself that that was way out of my character and not something id ever imagine myself doing, i'm not a homewrecker. But i just had sex with a taken man, baby daddy or not its still wrong, but it felt so right.
However, Harry is acting perfectly normal, hes brought up dirty jokes and phrases here and there but i try my hardest to ignore htem. He still thinks nothing of the camera that was on my desk, he said its a prop or something like that but out of the three four months ive been working here i have never onve seen it placed there becasue i know the placement of everything on m desk, hell im sat there for eight hours a day i better kow what everything looks like right now.
To save my sanity, I decide to forget about it and act like i never saw it r once mentioned it. It still doesnt sit right with me but i know ill have to forget about it or it will literally drive me insane.
It's now three o'clock in the afternoon and I am already mentally exhausted. Harry has noticed my antsyness so he's been having me run around the building like a madmen to keep me occupied. I can't say that it didn't work because I really couldn't think straight with all the tasks Harry assigned me to do, but they were still torture to say the least.
"Jayde?" My eyes pop open from my five minute rest and I shift my body in Harry's direction. He has a Styles Enterprise pen wedges between his teeth but his eyes are staring into mine.
"Does your apartment have power yet?"
Ironically I got a call from maintenance about thirty minutes ago saying they're still trying to get the power on but they're having complications.
"No." I reply back. His brows furrow together and his head cocks to one side.
"Where'd you sleep last night."
"My apartment." I dryly answer. If you weren't being such a dick yesterday I wouldn't have froze my ass off.
Harry pinches the bridge of his nose and his eyes dart away from mine. I have a feeling that he's thinking the same thing as I am in this moment.
"Why.. why didn't you?"
"Do I even need to say why?" I retort, already knowing what he's trying to insinuate. He quietly shakes his head and pulls the pen from between his teeth. "Well if you're up to it, I'd like you to stay another night. The kids went on and on about how much they liked having all of us there, as a family."
My heart unintentionally begins to swell. Since the beginning, the kids have always voiced how much they loved all four of us being with one another and just spending time together. They've been very vocal on how they didn't like going from mines to Harry's and being split up, it's sad but they're just too young to understand.
"Are you sure that's a good idea?" I feel as if their are unsaid hidden ulterior motives behind his invitation but in a sense I want to act like there's not and just let the night play out without any interference.
"There's no harm in two co-parenting friends spending time with their family. It'll be good for the kids and you shouldn't be sleeping in your apartment with no power."
"You didn't say that yesterday." I quietly quip but make it loud enough for him to obviously hear. From the corner of my eye I watch as his head snaps up and he narrows his eyes at me.
"You know you could've called as well."
"With you acting an ass? No thank you, I'd rather not deal with moody Harry." I scoff.
"Acting an ass? Okay Jayde, you say that but never even asked what the issue was." I turn my full body in the direction of his desk and stare in disbelief.
"It's funny you say that cause you know I asked on multiple occasions what the matter was because the whole office could sense something was wrong with you. And either way I shouldn't have to ask a grown ass man what his issue is, we're all adults and should be able to voice how we're feeling and not have something push to get the answer out." His quietness proves my statement right as he leans back in his chair with a pout.
"Exactly my point."
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"And you said there was a camera?" Just like Harry, Michael and Phoebe stare at me in disbelief. I know it's hard to understand why someone would randomly put a camera into his office, there's always someone in there. It's very seldom that it's empty even though it does happen a few times a day.
And everyone know Harry likes to keep his private business private and wants no one in it unless he grants the access himself.
"So that's why the two of you were acting weird when I came in earlier?"
No. "Yes." I lie.
"I'm just trying to wrap my mind around a random camera just popping up into the office, Harry's office at that." She makes sure to keeps her voice low but gets too loud at points causing other to turn and look.
"I am too but my gut is telling me it isn't just random or nothing. I don't know what it is but I don't have a good feeling about it."
I don't understand why no one else feels as weird about it as I do. Like I know I'm not crazy or anything. I'm sat at that desk day in and day out and from the moment I claimed that desk I've never seen it there before, but why does no one seem to believe me.
I bid Michael and Phoebe goodbye and make my way back to Harry's office. Along the way I get a few hellos and some ask how my day is going while others, mostly women, glare or whisper to other coworkers while staring in my direction.
It's quite immature and high schoolish, but if that's how they choose to live their pitiful lives, then more power to them.
I finally reach Harry's office after multiple rounds of errands and I am ready to get off. As I open the door he holds his fingers up to his lips and rolls his eyes.
A high pitched voice coming from the black device in his hand erupt around the room and I now understand his annoyance.
"You do anything fun today baby?" His eyes dart to mine and a devious smirk plays on his lips. With his eyes on me and his lip between his teeth he answers her.
"You could say that I did. Exercised a bit with some employees and actually enjoyed it for the first time in forever."
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I feel like I said I was going to have a chapter up soon than this but I've been extremely busy with school and just life in general and hadn't had much time to write these past two weeks.
Finals is also coming up in a few weeks so that's wonderful as well.
Idk when I'm going to update next, hopefully its soon.
Also I'm writing another book and need y'all opinion!
Would you want another One Direction inspired Zayn/Harry book or should I do a different celebrity.
Drop your opinions in the comments!
Once angain thank you all for reading and don't forget to vote and comment!
-Dani
