CanEm One-Shots (English)

Cabin

Plot: Can follows Sanem to Kartepe where they talk through their issues (nsfw - mature content)

Sanem was suffering from writer's block.

She had been working at Yigit's publishing firm for a few days now but was struggling to put her thoughts down to paper. And as somebody creative - who had experienced his own fair share of brain block - Yigit had suggested that Sanem get a change of scenery.

"It'll be good for you!" He had suggested. "Maybe somewhere by the sea or up in the mountains ... no distractions." Yigit was referring to Can who had recently frequented his publishing firm more than Fikri Harika. His presence was evidently overbearing and Yigit knew, some time away from Can, would not only enable Sanem to write but also allow her to get over him and their 'complications' "You'll get some writing done, get away from the office. It's a win-win."

"I don't know-" Sanem had never really been anywhere by herself. Her family wasn't the type to take annual holidays and every other trip she'd been on had involved her sister or her colleagues (or both)

"Look, Sanem, your writing is good, really good-" Despite wanting to pursue Sanem romantically, Yigit was genuinely interested in her writing and its consequent success. As much as he wanted to join her on the little getaway, he knew she wouldn't be able to do anything productive. That first day that he'd gotten a sneak peak into her journal, he had been immediately mesmerised by her writing style. He hadn't meant to pry but it had been impossible to put down. She was a true talent and he really to assist her whilst she succeeded. "It would be a shame to let it go to waste."

Sanem had listened to Yigit's advice ongoingly for the past few days. She knew he was right but there was a part of her that was scared, scared to do this all on her own. She had become so reliant on Can as her mode of inspiration that she was scared to look elsewhere. Her writing had always been fuelled by her emotions and currently, she felt nothing. Can was still being his usual stubborn self and the fight in Sanem was gone.

Frankly, she had nothing else to write about.

But that all changed once she saw Can and Polen at that stupid cooking class. The pair couldn't stop touching each other and flirting and yet Can still had the audacity to look at her, completely outraged, when Yigit held her hand and helped her chop vegetables in a less sporadic manner. Sanem was annoyed. Completely. An anger, unlike anything she'd ever felt before, consumed her and she spontaneously said yes to Yigit's offer. If Can was going to be petty and move on with his life ... she was going to do the same. Thoughts were spilling into her head in a frenzy and she knew all she needed to do to remain sane was sit and write about how she felt betrayed, frustrated, upset, angry, in love, not in love ...

"But where do I go?" Sanem asked Yigit once they were back in the office. She was as naïve as anything about just randomly getting up and going away for the weekend. She was never that kind of a person.

"Well, whenever I need inspiration, I always find it in the mountains. There's just something about the fresh air and the snow that gets my mind working." Yigit seemed to get lost in thought as his mind trailed back to his life in Toronto, Canada. He had loved it there and if it hadn't been for his upcoming business, he was certain he would have stayed put.

"I love the snow too." Sanem smiled at the clear passion evident on Yigit's face. She didn't have much experience with the snow but even she could appreciate how pretty it was. "It's beautiful, the way the world just goes silent at snowfall-"

"You would have loved Canada ..." Yigit decided to try his luck with his next comment, his tone shifting with a double meaning; his role shifting from her boss to the hope for something else. "Maybe I could take you some day."