Holding The Future

chapter 4 back to normal

Abby talking
We are now home from the hospital. Cody is doing lots better but still has to be on antibiotics for 2 more weeks.  Autumn has her first play date with her "boyfriend" Alex today after school. Ryan is on a new assignment at tue station he is now a lieutenant on the SWAT team. He has to work late most nights and his job is super dangerous. It makes me very uncomfortable having him risk his life just to keep iir town safe. As for me and the twins i have growing inside me, we are good tomorrow i have a doctor's appointment to see how theses babies are doing. In about 2 more months we will get to know the gender. K really  wants me to have boys. She already has names picked out Adriel and Quillian. To be totally honest i would like to have boys too.
Its now almost 6:30 the kids are playing in the sitting room aka the play room playing quietly together and im sitting in my recliner making rattails. I have steak on the grill along with corn on the cob. Ryan is taking a shower because he has to work tonight. He says they are doing a massive drug bust tonight and he has to be there.

Ryan talking
I get out of the shower and go into our walk in closet to get my uniform on i go to the dresser to get a under shirt on. Once im dressed abby comes up and tells me dinner is ready. I have to be at work at 8 its now 7:10 i go downstairs and put cody in his high chair. I cut up some meat for him and autumn. Abby makes me a plate and hands me a can of monster. I open it up and take a drink. After dinner i help abby clean up then i go finish getting ready for work. I grab my bullet proof vest and put in on before i but my uniform shirt on. I go to the safe and get my pistol and taser and put them in their holders. I go back downstairs kiss the kids and tell them bye. Abby hands me my keys to my cruiser i kiss her and tell her that ill be careful. I kiss her on the head and walk out the door.

Abby talking
Im not gonna be able to sleep tonight knowing that my husband is on a dangerous drug bust. Knowing that he could be killed the same way liam was. I cant go through that again. I get the kids to bed and go into the living room and read. Its now 12:30am im now laying in the hammink on the back porch and continue to read. I start to douse off and get a call from keirston. She knows that im worrying about Ry and comes over. Since cody is now 2 yrs old i have his old crib set up for tanner to sleep in. K put tanner to bed then comes and joins me in the hammock. She stays with me all night.  We both fall asleep in the hammock. Ry comes home at 7. I get up and make breakfast. Right as breakfast gets done Ryan comes home. I made his favorite breakfast. French toast eggs and bacon.

Ryan talking
It was a rough night one of the rookies was killed. But we got all the suspects. The one who killed the rookie is being charged with first degree murder and for resisting arrest. The others were charged with possession of illegal weapons and drugs. The rookie that was killed was lucas Overtons nephew. It was his second week in the job he wasnt even supposed to be on the mission but the captain let him because the boy pretty much begged him. The funeral is in 3 weeks. Ill have to testify against the shooter in court......