Chapter 14-sorry

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BELLAS POV

I woke up and checked my phone. Brad would not stop calling and texting me. I mine as we'll tell him to meet up with me. Maybe he can explain.

I'm going to meet him at the Fro-yo place.

"Hey..."he said.

"Hi."

"I'm sorry."

"You don't mean it."

"You should have known that I do this."

"Well I'm sorry I don't research my boyfriend!" I said. Did he really just say that? He's gonna blame me.

"Well You should have asked someone."

"No. Your not gonna put all of this on me. YOU forgot about our date. YOU went to the park.YOU KISSED NIKI!"

"Well like I said if you asked you would have know and broke up with me but..."

"ARE YOU SERIOUS!? You can't hangout with someone, compliment them, pretend you have feelings for them, and tell them how amazing they are and then just cheat on them! I let my guard down for you, I trusted you... and in return I feel worthless! You'll never know how it feels until it happens to you! It was my fault for falling for someone so selfish like you! So I never EVER want to see you, talk to you, or hear you speak EVER AGAIN!" With that I turned around and sprinted home.

Once I got threw the door I went straight to my room. I was going to write a song. It's what I do when I feel sad.

HAYES POV

I miss Bella. I can't get her out of my head.

Nash told me about what happened to her and I want to comfort her but I can't she hates me.

It's like my mind hates her but my heart wants her. Every time I feel frustrated or mad I take it out on her. I blame her.

I need to stop doing this.

"HEY HAAASS! GUESS WHAT WERE GOING OB TOUR THE WHOLE SUMMER!" said Nash.

"SERIOUSLY?! THATS AWESOME! WHEN DO WE LEAVE?"

"NEXT MONTH!"

I know how to get her back.

BELLAS POV

In a matter of hours I finished the song!

I called it Human.

(PS I DO REALIZE THIS SONG IS BY CHRISTINA PERRI SND I GIVE HER ALL OF THE CREDIT)

I sat there singing it on my bed with my guitar.

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

I got really emotional. This song was really hard to finish.

I can take so much

'Til I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human

And I bleed when I fall down

I'm only human

And I crash and I break down

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

You build me up and then I fall apart

'Cause I'm only human

And that was the end of the song. I was full on crying.

I calmed down and went to eat dinner. We had pasta. Mt family asked what was wrong and I told them. My dad of course was mad but I convinced him to not pound his face in and let JJ do it.

"You are really lucky to have those boys!" my mom said.

"I know I love them as much as I love you guys!"

I asked Nash to come over and help me record the song. I got a system where I can record songs in my room!

I recorded it and put it on iTunes. Nash helped me make a YouTube video of me singing it. I managed to only tear up for the video.

I'm really missing Hayes right now but I don't know If I can trust him.

"Thanks Nash!"i said hugging him.

"Oh your welcome! That song is AWESOME!"

"Thanks it means a lot to me. It helped me get my feelings out."

I stared to tear up and Nash hugged me.

"Man, that boy really messed you up!"he said.

"Well it was my first relationship so..."

"No! I mean hayes."

"What?"

"When you guys were best friends back in the summer, You were so brave and athletic and fun to be around. Ever since the incident you cry ... ALOT... you barely practice soccer and we only hangout if you need something like a hug."

"Well he did mean the world to me and he just let it go."

"He misses you."

"I know I'm just not over what Brad did yet and what he did still hurts inside."

I full on bawled my eyes out.

"I'm sorry."he said.

"Why are you sorry?"

"Well, "Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over." And I'm picking up the pieces as we speak."

"Who is that by?"

"Octavia Butler"

"Cool, now how about that silence?"

He chuckled "yeah ok!"

It was a long comfortable silence. I liked it.

"I hope you know everything will be ok." he said.

I look out the window and saw hayes shooting hoops. He missed and got really frustrated. He looked at my house kissed his hand and put it up to the sky.

He shot it from half court and it when in! He was dancing and jumping and saying things to my house but it was muffled by the window.

I whispered"I know." as I hugged Nash.

I've made up my mind.

I. NEED. HAYES!

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Hey guys hope you like this story is short it will probably end around 22 chapters but it will be completed!

~Isabella

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